lost chemisty

He's always going to be right there

The girl's outfits are in the media.. The diamond earings then under those is Ashley's outfit then under hers is Renee's out fit.

On the right side the black dress is Morgan's then under that is Amari's

Its been a lil while but here it is folks.. 

Spoiler alert.. There is going to be a lil confession that might blow your mind.

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The girls and I were currently in my room getting ready for Morgan's party that was going to be starting in about 2 hours.

We started on Morgan was who wearing a gorgeous black dress with the sides out and a slit up her right leg. And she had on a bright red stilettos.

She used her diamond earings that the girls and I pitched in to get her to top off the look.

"Guys" she speaks up as she is sitting in the chair while Renée is working on straighting her lion mane she has for hair. While Ashely is painting Morgan's nails bright red. And I'm doing her make up.

Yea were a good team.. I know.

"Wussup sweetie?" I stop for a brief moment to look at my friend who looked conflicted about something. I mean she hasn't been really sad since her and shingy broke up so it couldn't be about him. They are even cool now, he sits with us and he's still like a brother to me Ashkey and Renée.. And he's even coming tonight to escort Morgan.

"So I need some advice for this friend of mine, she in this really awkward situation concerning her best friend and her best friends boyfriend.. And she doesn't know what to do." She asks as  Renée Ashley and I finish with Morgan all at the same time. We sit on my bed in font of morgan indicating for her to continue.

"Well, she confused really.. She's been in love with the guy ever since middle school but didn't say anything because her best friend was so happy with him so she stayed quiet and in the background and supported the girl whenever she needed her. But then the guy broke her heart he left and she broke down.

They never really broke up but she started to date someone new, he was actually best friends with the guy who left.

He bought life back into the girl, she started singing in the shower again and put more thought into what she wore to school and there was this glow to her when she was ever around this new guy..

But what the happy girl didn't know is her best friend, who is my friend who needs the help was in love with her boy friend this whole time they have been friends. I just don't know what to say really."

I stay stuck to my position in the bed blinking at what my ears had just heard. Why did this "friend" sound like her and me as the best friend. I'm not one of those stupid clueless girls who pretends  that the signs aren't there and ignore them while its clearly in their face.

But I have to be mistakenly wrong to think that Morgan is talking about me. She wouldn't. She couldn't.

"Which one is she in love with?" My head snaps too Ashley who was the one too ask the question and instantly as I look at her face I know she's thinking the same thing. Her hands are balled into fists. Eyes staring straight at a squirming Morgan.

Hell no. Absolutely not.

There is no way that this is happening not right now.

"Well she told me that she loves_"

*knock knock*

My mother comes into the room and I immediately change my posture and attitude.

This is the woman who carried me around inside of her for 9 months. She basically my best friend she knows me almost better than Ashley.