Hey guys this isn't a update but it is at the same time.. I wanted to introduce a new character that is going to be coming in the book. And she's like a big sister to Amari. She's one of the people who helped her be strong after Aaron left her.. She's a little crazy and she a little thugish but I love her and I hope y'all will too.
This is was written by my big sissy and I hope y'all like it.
(P.s. the pic of karmalise is in the media isn't she gorgeous.)
Karmalise NO MIDDLE NAME Yang. Karma for short. I'm 18, 5'2, caramel, chinky eyes, petite but rockin the curves.
Aaaaaaayyyyyyyeeeee 2 times for the little people!!!!!
I was born and raised in Queens, NY where ish is real. Growing up I had to be independent and grind to make sure that I could eat. My mom is asian and my dad is black so yaaaassss Imma BLASIAN.
Anyways, my pops raised me (sorta) because ma dukes got deported back to Asia right after she popped me out of her monkey pie. I don't know who she is and all I know is her race and that she was shipped off like sushi.
As of today, I'm pissed off with ma dukes cuz she hasn't tried to come back and be my motha. Eighteen freakin years and she ain't try to make contact with her only child. I mean really?! What kind of motha does that. Nobody told her to pop dat monkey pie one time!
All I know is that if she ever shows her face maaaannnn on God idk wtf Imma do yo. Word is bond Imma snap back her muffin cap.
Now when I say my pops SORTA raised me that's wtf I meant brah brah. Dat man was and is always to busy trynna dust some woman's monkey pie off. If ya let me to continue to tell it I'll say, "pops, yo job ain't to be dustin these spider webs every night. You should have been raisin me!".
Y'all my daddy is BBLC! In other words he is BIG BLACK LAZY & CRAZY. If I eva fixed my mouth to tell him about hisself I promise you I'd come up missin lol. No lie! He's crazy! Try dat mofo if ya wanna.
Even though my pops wasn't always spending time with me we did have moments together and because of those moments, I became a daddy's girl. I really do love my dad soooo much and I would do anything for him. Despite not always being there when I need him, he's perfect in my eyes.
Being that I had to fend for myself more than I'd like idk what it's like to actually depend on someone. Trust someone? Yea right that's outta the question. I have so much resentment built up towards my motha and I feel abandoned by her. I feel like if my own motha left me and didn't bother to connect with me then I won't bother to allow ANYBODY in. If I was to let someone in all they would do is leave me so it's best that I keep them out. Life is smoother for me that way.
This is my story and I'm stickin to it.
You'll be hearing from me a little later and all Imma say is YOU'LL NEVA FORGET KARMAlise FROM QUEENS, NY. Until then...........................✌
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