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Say it with me Rawwwww!

The great thing about being a junior is you know you will be getting out of school soon,no more waking up at an ungodly hour,no more being stuck in crowded hallways and the most important thing NOMORE CAFETERIA FOOD.

So as I pull up into my parking space at west high school I have a smile on my face. Jumping out of my car and getting my bag and books from my back seat I hardly have enough time to turn around before I'm being attacked.. "What the-" I began to say before I'm cut off."Amari" My best friends Ashley,Renee and Morgan scream as they all huddle up and jump on me. I breathe out a laugh and say"Y'all better be glad that I just went to church yesterday,otherwise I'll be loosing most of my religion right now,what is wrong with y'all"

Ashley and Renee snicker together while Morgan looks at me with a smirk on her face and says the most stupidest thing to ever being know in the entire universe. "Well I told the girls I wanted to know what it was like to be a dinosaur,all big and bad and scary.. so I thought it would be a good idea."

I stare blanky at this girl in front of me with her 5'2 height wildly curly hair that sometimes can't be tamed,caramel skin and a dazzling smile that a blind man could see,turning towards Renee and Ashley seeing their skin is almost the same almost chocolate color,but that's where the comparassion stops,Renee has a really strong face making her look somewhat like a thug,which she kind of is but she is a beauty,causing all of the guys to swoon over her. I mean we are thugs too but only when its necessary while Ashley is a little shorter and has natural hair that is kinky, and wonder to myself how the hell we even all became best friends.

While Ashley and Renne were more chocolate I on the other hand my skin tone is a little darker then Morgan but as they say to me I have a "a big ass" I prefer to say I am shaped but they don't let me say it very often.

"Come on marie" Morgan says using the nickname that they call me,while she broke me out of my thoughts "say it with me RAWWWW". Ashley,Renee and I look at each other from the corner of our eyes and without even saying a word we take off running.. laughing at a unknowing Morgan who is to focused in trying to be a dinosaur to even notice were gone.

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After about 10 minutes of running around our big school laughing at Morgan to finally caught up to us, we decided to go and see our guys. The famous football players of west high, being as my boyfriend Alex Harper the quater back, Jalen(Ashley's bf),Shingy(Morgan's bf) and Justin(Renee's bf)And since my boo is the quarter back of course I'm the head cheerleader(y'all know these hoes out here want to act like they don't know he's mine,so I have to be in a powerful position so they can get some of this act right if necessary.) I know that its soo over used but I really do like cheer,its helps to bond with girls that you know you never would talk to passing by in the hallway or seeing them in the line to use the bathroom. Cheer makes a big family.

When we arrive to the guys table,Alex and I immediately lock eyes and I just melt right there i don't see anything else when I see that cool-aid smile make its way onto his face,so I take off jogging to him and throw myself into his stretched out arms. I instantly get butterflies in my stomach as I breathe in his scent that he has without any type of Cologne, I close my eyes and rest my head on his shoulder as I push my face into the crook of his neck his arms tighten around me making me completely forget we are at school. Being in Alex's arms make me feel safe and secure and the luckiest girl in the world, he was there for me when I was in my darkest hour, when HE tore me down. He was there to pick all the pieces up.

Alex came along and built me back up,the way he took care of me couldn't even be explained in words.I owe everything to this man I am in love with. This was freshman year,almost 2 years ago and he still makes me feel like we just meet all over again. And even though he's white his personality says a while different thing, my baby know he ghetto(but he can talk about me, please I'm an Angel.)

"Hey baby" he finally speaks,breaking me out of my daydream. I smile a little before I speak"Hey, I've missed you" He chuckles which makes me shiver,and he knows it because he laughed again and said"We saw each other not even 2 days ago baby remember?"

I lean back to where I'm looking up into his face,deep blue eyes like the ocean itself,with his clear skin and tan like the sun ever so gently kissed him,and his dark locks that I love running my hands though.

While he stares down at me,I roll my eyes and sassily reply"So what you saying is you don't miss me?I mean that's okay there is plenty of nig-" He cuts me off my pulling me closer and replying"Don't even finish that sentence,you know your mine and I'm all yours" I smirk before I say"mhmmm I don't know, I do miss me so of my black boys maybe I should get me one if them" Alex blankly started at me before I laugh and say"Baby you know I'm playing ,I love you" He smiles then says "Yea aint nobody crazy enough to even try and think about looking your way"

I get in a small laugh before he lowers his head and his lips captures mine in a kiss so deep that my whole body tingles from the very tip of my head all the way down to my toes. He pulls away."I know i just wanted to hear you say it, I love you too baby girl"he replies while I just smile up at him,knowing I'm the luckiest girl in the world

After a long day of just going over school rules and policies it was finally time to go home. When the bell rung I raced out of the school into my car and all the way home, me being in a good mood that I am stop to McDonalds to get a vanilla shake(these things are literally my life, Alex says that's why I'm hyper now, but I don't think so I'm just a bubbly person, but if a bitch try me then she getting cut).

As I pull up to collect my cup of heaven I froze when I saw who was at the window,staring back at me. Eyes as green as a forest hair blonder than Barbie herself. "h--h hi Amanda" I stutter to the beauty that has my drink in her hand. She handed me the drink as she gave me a small heartfelt smile.

"Hi mari" she spoke to me in the motherly gentle tone,using the old nickname that was always being used by her.

"How are you doing.. since" I cut her off before she could finsh her sentence. "I'm good but I really have to go my mom needs me at home"I lie without even blinking. She smiles at me and nods her head."Well okay it was really good to see you, I miss you coming bye" I couldn't help but give her a smile and say"I miss you to manda" I say using the Nickname I used to call her."I still have your number I'll text you,bye" Then I sped off towards my house. Deeply sighing I whisper to myself "Rawwwww".

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Hiiii guyssssss I hope y'all like the book so far.. don't worry Aaron will be coming up really soo so get ready. Lol and if your wondering Amari is mixed with black,white and native american, Morgan is black and Jamaican,Ashley is Haitian and Renee is straight up hood lol. If you have a question you can ask I don't bite;)

-jaz