lost chemisty

Confrontation's

Today was Wednesday meaning I had school today, however I didn't have to go because mom and dad would be pulling up any minute now and I couldn't be more excited.I guess your wondering what happened after I left the mall with Ashley. Well don't worry absolutely nothing happened because I avoided running into Aaron like he was the plague himself. And my strange behavior didn't go unnoticed either. The girls have been down my throat for the past 3 days because Ashley decided it was a good idea to inform the girls of the little incident that happened. But I kept promising them it wasn't anything that they should be worried about.

Lie. Lie.lie

That was my go too when discussing him.

"Sissyyy mom and dad are here come downstairs" I came from out of my mental debating in my head and claimed out of bed and made my way downstairs to where my brother was standing.I gave him a smile as I came down and saw he had his arms out stretched for me to come give him a hug. I proceed to walk until I was standing in my brothers arms squeezing the life out of him before pulling back.

"Are you nervous sis?" He asked me as his hazel eyes watched my movements of me sitting on the couch criss cross.I think for a moment before I look back up at him before smiling and shaking my head."Nah not really,I'm sure they didn't tell me for a reason whatever that may be and I have to respect that all I want is closure though" I'm kind of surprised at my answer because I guess you can say I usually blow things wayyy out of proportion so finding something like this out I'm suprised I haven't called the FBI SWAT team and all the other enforcements to keep me from blowing things up. Omarion stares at me before he opens his mouth to ask me something but is cut off my the front door opening revealing our parents.

"My babies come here I've missed y'all soo much,honey look they look thin I told you we should have came back earlier my poor babies are starving" Me and omarion look at each other and roll our eyes with a smirk on our faces as our mom does her inspection to make sure we're okay. I don't even flinch or squirm at all I'm use to it by now. But I sadly can't say the same for my poor brother over here who is trying to move mom's fingers away from his mouth. "Dad tell mom to stop trying to put her fingers in my mouth" He huffs out. Dad rolls his hazel eyes before walking over and pulling mom off of my brother and moving her to sit down on the couch.

Me and omarion move over to where they sat together on one of our love seats knowing that it's finally time to talk.Dad grabs mom's hand in a comforting way,because he knows she is a emotional mess when it comes to stuff like this. Dad looks like he's going to be the one to tell us why they have kept this a secret for so long.

"Your mother and I were married for about 3 years and our life's were just taking off." He starts to say eyes gazing over when he starts to talk."Your mother's magazine had just had its big launch and my business was just taking off so we rarely had any time to just be with each other with us gone for long hours of the days and sometimes even leaving on business trips.

I knew that we were both mentally and physically exhausted with all the work we had to do,so I decided to plan a romantic evening for us both, just a little down time. One thing lead to another and 2 months later we learned that we were pregnant. We were so lost at the time and only 25 and already expecting a baby. We knew that we couldn't afford to raise a baby with our companies being so busy and us being gone all the time but abortion was not an option either,so we made the decision of having one of your mothers cousins to raise omarion and when the time was right your mother and I would get him again. But 2 years later we learned that we became pregnant with you and the way your mother looked at me when we found out I knew we couldn't give up this child."

By this point my mother was full on crying but trying to silent her cries and my father had a few tears coming out of his eyes. I held onto to brothers hand so tight I'm surprised he hasn't told me to let go yet. "We knew where your brother was and we always sent money to help care for him but it wasn't enough,when he turned 16 your mother and I made a trip to new York to go see him,he was so mad at us at first and it took him about a year for him to start to talk to us more and when he did we told him about you and he automatically wanted to come see you" dad says while smiling at the memory of a younger omarion wanting to come see me, I hug my brother by the waist now sinking into him while he has his arms wrapped around me and his chin on the top of my head.

"We Bought him to California about a year and a half ago and he came to the company and started working with me,but we made him promise that he wouldn't try to see you until your mother and I felt like the time was right,we've made some mistakes in our life but we both want you to know that we love your brother and you with everything that we have and we hope you aren't to upset with us" dad finishes off looking between me and my brother, I wipe away my tears before getting up and falling on my knees in front of mom and dad before I hug them both and say "I could never hate you or be mad at you for doing what you felt was right I'm just glad to have no more secrets and a healthy family that I love" I look back at omarion and say to him

"Bro I couldn't be more proud to have you as my own flesh and blood" He smiles at me before coming to join me on the floor in hugging our parents. And everything I said was true I wasn't mad at all I couldn't be more happy.

After mom and dad retired to their room omarion and I were in the living room eating cookie dough and watching white chicks. Suddenly omarion said"ohhh" I turned to him raising my eyebrow"what" I said confusion in my voice "I ment to ask you earlier but mom and dad came home but I wanted to know how do you know AARON LOCK"

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SORRY GUYS THAT IT TOOK ME A FEW DAYS TO WRITE AGAIN BUT THIS ONE IS A LITTLE LONGER AND I HOPE YOU ENJOYED

-JAZ