lost chemisty

Not quite the right day

It had been a week since me and my brother Omarion had talked to mom and dad,Damn that's so weird to acknowledge my parents as his parents. So that ment mom and dad would be coming home tomorrow. And I couldn't be happier I mean don't get me wrong I've loved spending time with my newly found sibbling and catching up with him.

I've learned that he's 2 years older than me putting him at 18 but his birthday is coming up soon putting him at 19 so he's 2 years and some months older than me considering my birthday is in 3 months and I'll be 17. He also works with dad at his company so he didn't go straight into college after high school. And even though it's been a week that I've know my brother I can already tell he wouldn't have done any work anyways. My brother is a very handsone boy so i know that he has girls falling for him all over which is funny because we look just alike.

But what's making me happy that mom and dad are coming back is when he meet Alex. It had been 4 days after I found out he was even my brother and still caught up on the high of finding your brother who looks like your twin I forgot that Alex was coming over to check on me since I'm suppose to be alone until my parents came back from their trip.

"Sissy" my brother yelled at me from downstairs while I was up in my room on instagram bored. He had started calling me that not even a day after we found each other but I didn't mind matter of fact I found myself smiling whenever he did. I've always wanted a sibling preferably an older one to protect me and keep me company and look up too. Since I though I was the only child I really didn't have that kind of protection growing up. "Yeaa" I yell back not looking up from my phone(Yes I may have a slight problem but so what)"Um why is there a white kid here asking for you. He says he's your boyfriend" Oh.Shit. I look up from my phone so quick I just might have gave myself whiplash. I jump up from my bed and run down the hall to the stairs and look over to the front door. My brother and Alex look up at me while I smile nervously I can see this looks bad on my part considering I forgot to tell both of them about each other.Alex is looking at me wondering who this guy is in my house when I'm suppose to be by myself, so before he can jump to any conclusions I introduce them. "Um yea Alex meet omarion, my brother. Omarion meet my boyfriend Alex." They are silent for about 2 minutes before I get irritated and yell to them. "Well say something,anything"My brother slowly turns to look up at the stairs where I'm still standing because I can't move a muscle before he looks at Alex and then back up to me and says "Well atleast I know you aren't dating a drug dealer" I couldn't help but laugh as Alex laughs like were watching comedy central.

Well this isnt quite the right day I expected for this to happen. But I'm glad it did.

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It's been about 2 hours since my brother and boyfriend meet and now I'm kind of wishing they haven't. Since Alex has gotten here he's only gave me a quick peck on the lips before he went to his new girlfriend, Omarion. I'm just really not understanding how or why they clicked so fast but they did and at first I thought it was pretty cute seeing 2 out of the 3 (the 3rd being my dad)most important men in my life getting along and I was pretty happy the first 45 minutes.Then when I told Alex to come up to my room his response is "okay babe hold up a min I gotta kick yo brother ass in this game real quick" This was a hour and a half ago and I've done the dishes laundry and did my homework and their still playing that stupid game. So I decided to go and have some me time.

I go back to my room grab my wallet, car keys, phone and house keys and throw it into my mk bag texting back a few people as I go downstairs."Boys" I yell "I'm going out because y'all are negelecting me I'll see y'all later byee" I roll my eyes as I hear them mumble good byes and loves yous and my big headed brother even had the nerve to ask me to bring him back some cookie dough. Tuh I ain't getting him shit!

Getting into my car I think a moment before I call Ashley to see if she wants to ride with me to the mall or something.She agrees and I head to pick her up. When I arrive she hops in the car and says "BESTFRIEND I MISS YOU SO MUCH WHY HAVEN'T YOU CALLED ME ARE YOU BREAKING UP WITH ME? IS ALEX THAT GOOD TOO TO YOU THAT YOUR REPLACE ME I SWEAR MY PULL OUT GAME STONG. BAE" She says as she fakes cry. I laugh SO hard and push her arm slightly before I make a serious face and grab her hands."No bae you know I'll never leave you Alex is just my booty call but you know your the main" I say before we both bust out laughing before wiping away the tears. I drive us to the mall where we run in at Starbucks and get our favorite drinks which be both have the same taste for. I swear she might be my lost sister too. "So how are you taking it" She questions me her dark eyes meeting my hazel ones. Concern is written over her expression and I can't help but put a little smile on my face at this.

She's been my best friend since I can remember and even though Morgan and Renee came along ,me and Ashley have this bond that is really special to my heart because I don't know what I would do witout her.Nobody could ever take her place we've been through it all together and I couldn't even begin to dare to ask for a better sister. I come out of my mental talk with myself and say "You know at first I was pretty upset that mom and dad didn't tell me, I mean I had a brother this whole time who I didnt know about I was really hurt,but I kind of got over it and focused on the positive, that I have a big brother who I already feel like I've know forever" Ashley looks at me surprised for a moment before she is smiling like the kool- aid man herself before she says "You've grow up, its like ever since Aaron came back you've been on edge and the girls and I have been worried you would blow up about this new information but we were wrong you are taking this surprisingly well." I stare at her before I smile back myself. Ashley excuses herself to go to the bathroom which I know is a lie and she probably went to go talk her her boyfriend jalen(we call him j though).God only knows what they talk about. I shudder a little just thinking about it.

While I'm sipping on my Starbucks and scrolling through instagram I see something someone posted.. Me sitting right now on my phone the caption being "Caught bae slipping;)" I knew it wasnt Alex or my brother or any of the girls but the username looking familiar I click on it and almost throw my phone down and call it a day. WHY IS AARON POSTING A PICTURE OF ME LIKE I ASSOCIATE WITH HIM? Panic goes through me like never before as I whip my head behind me, in front of me ,and beside me to see if I can spot this d bag.

Just then the atmosphere changes as I feel someone behind me. I can feel the hairs stick up on my neck giving away someone is behind me but his presence was know before he spoke.

"Hello sweetheart" he said to me sliding in the seat in front of me that Ashley sat at. Rolling my eyes I get up not even about to bother opening my mouth to get him to start with me today I wasn't in the mood. But before I could leave my seat he had me by my waist holding me like we were long time friends. "What do you want Aaron" I clinch my teeth as I try and pull away from him but he just isn't having it. "You know exactly what I want Amari, I want you to leave that son of a b-" he starts off but I quickly end that sentence"Don't you even let that slip from your mouth, I don't understand why you think I still want you your not even cute anymore"

Lie.

My inner self screamed. Aaron had been gone for a year and a half and it has done good for him. He was no longer the boy her was when he had left the middle of 9th grade. I could see that his face got more shaped and sculped and defines. He had a strong jaw and the perfect plump lips that I remember being addicted too.

His new piercing on his eyebrow that made me have to bite the inside of my cheeks instead of biting my bottom lip because I knew that was one of his biggest turn on's. I then realized how buff he had gotten considering he was holding me in his arms. Our chest pushed towards each other other making me want to- Wait a minute hold up! why aim I checking this asshole out when I already have a sexxy boyfriend who is 10 times better.

As I come back to the senses the good lord gave me I look up at Aaron to see him doing just what I was- Eye raping me. I could understand where's he's coming from since the last time he saw me my hair was shorter jus touching my shoulders and now it was mid back, I had shaped up a bit but still had my curves which he always told me he loved.My chest area had gotten blessed from 9th grade to now thank the lord, and I didn't have my braces anymore  which now graced with straight teeth. I guess he realized what he was going and came from out of his daydream too.

Just when I was about to cuss him out he says the most sweetest thing ever. "My God your still as beautiful as I remember you.. I..-I've missed you" He says so softly I don't think it was even ment for me to hear. But before I could respond Ashely comes back with a smirk on her face and an eyebrow raised seeing how close me and Aaron are to each other. I mentally gave slap myself and get out of his arms as I rush off with a smug looking Ashley behind be. I then think to my self how quickly things changed one Aaron touched me. It was like we still had that connection we once had.Like i did all this work to move in from him for nothing. He still had that affect on me he did when i was just a silly girl and i dont like it.

Today is definitely  not the day I thought I was going to have.