lost chemisty

Late night dates&birthday wishes

Amari's outfit for.. Well you'll see😏
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You know in those sappy love movies how there is always that scene where the girl is stuck choosing between two guys?
And she's mentally confused and doesn't know which one to pick. Well I guess you could say that was me but I literally was stuck between to guys.
Pressed together, no space at all,
I talking body to body, to body.

Let me back up for a second before we move any further in this situation.

When Alex decided to show up unannounced at my house and act like anybody over here still liked him my brother and Aaron immediately protective instincts kicked in. My brother grabbed me by my waist pulling me back from Alex to stand behind him.

And let me tell you my brother isn't a scrawny fella either.. I had to stand on the couch to see over his shoulders.
Lord bless me if my mother saw me standing on her couch I would be 6 ft Under.

"You know it's funny because I could've sworn I told you to stay away, are you really that stupid or do you just not value your life." Aaron says, I can't see his facial expression but by the way his hands are fisted and how tense his body is I know if I don't get past my brother right now this isn't going to turn out pretty.

"Omarion move out my my way now." I whisper to him trying to move his big figure
"No can do sis, I'm not letting you any where near that jacka-" I cut him off before he can finished by kicking the back of his leg causing him to loose his balance and giving me enough time to hop off the couch and run in between Alex and Aaron.

"Okay that enough! Stop it fighting isn't going to solve anything right now." I say while my hands are pressed firmly against their chest.
The room is so quiet that all you hear is the heavy breathing coming from all of our mouths.

Alex and Aaron are glaring at eachother, just wishing I hadn't cut in when I did.
Well excuse me if I didn't want blood on my mothers white carpet.
I turn to Aaron staring up at him while his eyes slowing come from looking at Alex down to me.
"Just let me talk to him, and before you inturpt me you don't have much of a choice."

He smirks a little at that before he briefly closed his eyes and let out a sigh before he nods his head.
"But I'll be right here all you have to do is shout and I'm out there right next to you." I smile and nod before I turn and make my way towards the front door.
I know Alex is following me by the footsteps that are coming from behind me.

I open the front door for him to exit first before I go out and sit on the swingset while Alex chooses to stand in front of me.

It's quiet for a minute. And as we sit here the atmosphere is getting thicker making me squirm at how uncomfortable I am sitting with him now.
Wow things change. A month ago if you would have told me Alex would be my ex and Aaron my - well my Aaron I would have laughed and possibly have slapped you. He wasn't speaking just staring off into the distance like he hasn't showed up in my house.And I've had enough of this silence.

"Did you just come over here so we could sit outside? What do you want Alex." I finally break the silence still not able to look at him for more then a few seconds without seeing that night happen all over again.

"I just came to apologize to you, to tell you that was the biggest mistake of my life and that there are not words to describe how much I regret what I did, I lost the best thing that's ever happened to me." By now hot tears trickle down my face as I angrily wipe them away. He dosent deserve my tears.

"And what do you think you would accomplish by coming here to give your sorry apology Alex."

"I just wanted to see for myself if what Morgan and Ashley said was true."
My eyes finally snapped his his as a wave of confusion came over me.
Ashley and Morgan?
"What are you talking about?" I stand from the swing so that I'm face to face with Alex now."