Lisa opened her eyes slowly as she stirred in her sleep because of a sound or more like she felt someone's in her room.
And yeah man, there she is. Jennie Kim standing at the edge of her bed with a crying face which made Lisa almost gave in and hug her.
But nah. It's not what Lisa gonna do even she wants to.
You may ask why she's not surprised seeing her in her room in the middle of the night but yeah let's come to a conclusion that Lisa get used to it.
Jennie loves to stay in Lisa's room everyday after she drops her and damn she loves to climb up to her room every single night.
Looks like someone can't get out of this habit huh? Lisa said in a very sarcastic tone even how it voice out raspy.
Jennie felt a pang in her heart and she's holding up too much.
Why are you here Jennie Kim? Again, Lisa asked her like her arrival in the middle of the night doesn't matter.
Lili i --- before her words could actually form a sentence Lisa stopped her.
I said not to call me like that Jennie.
And I asked you a question. Why are you here?
Jennie's face turned pale after
hearing this.
I--i came to apologise. Jennie confessed not meeting her eyes.
Lisa let out a chuckle which isn't very surprising for Jennie.
In the middle of the night? And why you want to apologise? Sneaking into my room without my permission?
She said as she ran her fingers through her blonde locks.
Seems like she doesn't care. But little did Jennie knows that she's having a internal battle to talk to her like this.
N-no it's not about that. Lisa, I'm sorry about that day.
She said and Lisa's eyes scanned her from top to bottom.
Like she's judging her. Jennie wants the ground to swallow her the moment she look at her like that.
About what Jennie? Sorry because you told me to abort the baby because of your stupid assumptions? Or you left me no choice but to break up with you? Or because you make my friend the baby's father coz you thought we sleep together while I'm your girlfriend?
She asked everything in one go and Jennie's breath hitched.
Lisa's voice sure sounded sweet even now but the pain she went through was vivid while she speak those words.
It hurted Jennie and she doesn't know what to do anymore.
She doesn't know what to say to Lisa apart from apologising to her. She just came straight after the talk with nayeon.
She fell silent. Still on the same place staring at the floor.
Jennie, I don't want you here. Just go away. I need to sleep. And my baby too.
She said as she caressed her stomach and the moment she look up Jennie's lips catch up with hers.
Lisa's eyes went wide but in a second her back drops on the bed with Jennie on top of her.
Yes. Jennie is kissing her. No! She's ravishing her.
It feels like eternity. They're only away for some days and Jennie be like she can't stop thinking about to kiss her.
Jen-- Jennie what-- argh-- you doing!! Lisa tried to say in between their heated kiss but Jennie isn't backing off.
Jennie was too focused on Lisa's lips and she don't wanna hear anything else. Atleast not now.
Get off me!! Lisa yelled once again at her trying to push her off.
Just let me kiss you lisa! Stop talking! She said in between their catching breaths.
Lisa's ain't having it. So she did what she have to do.
Kicking off her balls using her knee made Jennie groan in pain.
Fuck!!! She groaned out loud for everyone to hear and got off from Lisa's.
Lisa finally can breathe peacefully as she hold her chest.
Her chest heaves up and down.
Jennie's hands covered her pants and wincing in pain.
It's too much and Lisa knows she didn't have any other choice.
What are you doing here and why did you kiss me? She asked straight without even Caring about Jennie's state.
Fucking shit! Argh lisa!! I--i just came here to t-tell you s-sorry.
Jennie managed to keep up with her voice despite of her balls aching.
Hearing this made lisa shookt but she's not a fool to believe her.
Afterall they broke up. There's nothing in between them.
Bull shit Jennie. Sorry? For what?
Lisa asked her sitting on the bed kind of enjoying Jennie's pain.
May be a bit.
Jennie bite her lip as her tears are falling from her eyes because of too much pain.
She's trying to hold onto it atleast to answer lisa that she came back for peace.
L-lisa listen, i-- I'm really sorry. Believe me. F-fuck argh!!
Jennie blurted out every word like her life depended on it.
I don't have anything to say about this, Jennie. You and me are nothing. Go back home.
Lisa said sternly and stood up. She walk towards Jennie and look at her eyes.
She can see how Jennie's suffering with the pain.
Not to mention lisa indeed a great kicker.
D-dont think i-its over lisa. I'll c-come back again.
Jennie told her and make sure that the latter heard it.
It's going to be hard and she knows that. Firstly, she left her and now saying sorry like nothing happened will not gonna work.
Right now, as in right now, her state isn't good for a talk. Or else who knows lisa will kick her balls again making her lose them completely.
She won't mind if she does that but not like when they're not in good terms.
I don't want you here Jennie. You hear that? Just get out. There's nothing to talk about.
Lisa said it like she mean it.
Her eyes only shows anger but deep down she's crying. She's sad and hurt because of her.
Who left her just like that because she can't accept her responsibility.
Now how can she even believe her Even if she comes back and say sorry.
Nothing's gonna change.
And its all her fault for letting Jennie to ruin her.
She's lost in her thoughts. Jennie's pain ain't stopping anytime soon.
The pain got doubled when she saw Lisa's tears fell from her eyes.
Her heart broke how she's making things difficult for lisa.
But she didn't want her baby to be born parentless.
She just wants to show it to the world that the baby's father is Jennie Kim.
Proudly.
It'll be a nightmare for her to leave lisa and their baby.
She definitely don't want this. She gonna fight with her parents for them no matter what.
I promise lisa, this time I'll fight for you.
She said and left the house in a flash from the window.
Lisa was stunned but it didn't made her tears stop anymore. She slop onto her bed and cried like there's no tomorrow.
