Vengeance Is Mine | Kim Taehyung x Reader

40. don't

I see the chopper took off through the transperent door and bam bam waving at me mouthing me words stay strong. It finally disappeared. I was just there standing. There's total silence in the house. Not even air is making any noise.

Ella slide down the glass just like that. Members are looking worried what will be her next step. Ella just shrunk down more and more.

Jungkook is already crying mess seeing his lover in that state. Jin and jhope are comforting him. While taehyung slowly went near Ella and about to go more close.

"Don't.... Don't touch mee" she crawled further away form him.

But Tae came Little closer. "Cupcake... Listenn---"

"Don't touchhhh meee......

I'M A MURDERER..". She finally yelled letting her tears fall. This is the first time the members saw some emotion on her face.

"no cupcake... You knoww... Ian is not.. himself right... What he said is not true..." Tae tried to comfort her.

"I'M A MURDERER .... TAEE.... IM A MURDERER" she again yelled closing her ears wailing.

This time tae went more closer and closer and then wrapped his long hands around her. She tried to wiggle out of him. But at this point she's not even strong to even fight back.

"I'm a murderer tae.... I have blood on my handss.. Don't touch me... You'll also become a m-mur-derer" she cried hard try to free from taehyung.

But he caught her really strong and pulled into his embrace moree.

"It's not true cupcake .... I don't know what happened but i know you didn't." i tried to console her she's not in a mind to listen.

she cried and cried hicupping suddenly she closed her ears screaming

STTOPP...

STOOPP...

PLLEAASEEE

and then she ran to the nearest room, kitchen and she threw up. i ran after her and held ella rubbing her back. i cant see her like this broken anymore. i began to cry. i dont know whatelse to do. all the members are just watching ella and ian breaking down day by day. but there's nothing they can do except to pray for them and be there for them.

i carried Ella to our living room. it's 3am in the morning. me and the members sat along. they don't want neither ella or jungkookie to be alone.

"Everyone died" Ella spoke.

we all looked at her. " cupcake ... you no need to---" she cut me off

" everyone died protecting us..........." she's not even crying. it's just her cold emotionless face.

" we watched my appa die, my pregnant mom die.... Ian appa die, ian mom die........

"Now it's just me, ian, leo, shelly" she hicuped.

"we watched how they shield me and ian from the bullets and stabs.... how brutally they'vebeen murdered and lying in cold blood "

"we watched how they ruined my sister tortured her taking me and my brothers as hostage......."

" we just watched and did nothing else. What more we can do, after all me and ian are 8 years old".

" what else can we do except for screaming to stop ruining our sister and stop torturing my older brothers"

" they're monsters who made sure we watch every single horror they did to my family right infront of my eyes"

"Ian has HEMOPNEUMOTHORAX... he got a bullet for me shielding me in that fight. and now he can't breathe with medicine. and due to that traumatic events we went through he often goes psych just like now.... "

"we're mentally disabled...... you witnessed what happened in the car right...... yes...... our brains fuck with us all the time.......... its been 12 years and we're suffering and I'm the key to keep my brothers sanity in check.

They loose me, they loose their sanity.

So I struggle everyday to keep myself alive and breathing not to get hurt.... I try to be strong for them... It's the least I can do after all the things and sacrifices they've done for me.

...... this will haunt us for the rest of our lives .....

the boys just sat there still. their body's not responding. just sitting there numb, imagining the terrible pain they had to go through for just 8 old. the horrors they gotta watch when they're 8 years old. what bad have they done to go through such darkness. how much they gonna endure. the boys sat there crying. they couldn't imagine them screaming in hospital, growing without parents love care and affection.

taehyung and jungkook are just broken after hearing ella. they were numb. imagining their love of their lives always in pain darkness and agony. every sleepless night. every painful memory haunting them. tae hugged ella tightly he couldn't imagine more worse.

" who are they?" namjoon managed to ask in piling rage. a dry chuckle echoed the house. "

ella glanced at us " you will know when the time comes, we can't disclose our identities or the murderers but........ their clock is ticking.......... AND WE WILL BE LOUDER THAN THE BOMBS"

And another thing I'd like to share about me.... i bring bad luck where ever i go. danger follows after me. my loved ones get hurt because of me....... so please stay away from me if you want to be alive......." ella let her tears fall.

She furiously wiped her tears stood up to leave to her room. But she stopped suddenly felt a sharp pain in her head. It's actually too much for her. She just want to end all the pain she just want to slip into darkness once again and never wake up.

"ELLLAAAA ..." is the last thing she heard before passing out.

Tae ran towards her sliding towards her and caught her before she touched the groud.

He held her cried. He cried. And cried nothing else. What more can they do except for providing a shoulder and take care of her.

Tae took Ella to her room and laid her down. Jin came forward with tears in his eyes. "You've grown up Well Bun, I'm proud of you... Mamma is proud of youu" jin tucked her hair behind her ears and gave her a kiss.

Jungkook just sat beside her bestfriend on the bed glancing at her. Yoongi is comforting Jimin. They just came to know about the truth of Ella's family.

First she summoned a chopper with just a phone call and a whole ass team came up. Maybe we're dealing with more than we think. They're someone important. Powerful. Who kills a whole family. They must've something more valuable with them.

"Guys .... She just told us about her family... She trusts us now.. so no matter what ... We need to protect her and Ian with everything... It's the least we can do as family" Joon owed.