16. sleep
11:31pm
im not tired
12:16am
im not tired
1:43 am
im still not tired
2:34 am
shouldn't i be a little tired?
3:56am
what if i never get to sleep?
17. already?
a bright light next to her
4:02 am
already?
what if i don't get to sleep?
what if i can never sleep?
what's gonna happen to me tomorrow?
why can't i sleep?
why am i like this?
what's wrong with me?
just go to sleep.
18. buzz
buzz
what's that?
buzz buzz
shh. i'm trying to sleep
buzzzzzz
omg shut up!
buzz buzz buzz buzz
whats wrong with you???
buzzzzz-
it's never gonna stop. is it?
19. get up.
3:16 am
fuck i have school tomorrow
4:16 am
i'll take a melatonin it'll be fine
5:16 am
what the fuck? why isn't it working
6:16 am
i have to get up in ten minutes.
7:00
"why aren't you up yet? i told you to go to bed early!"
im sorry.
20. tick tick tick
tick tick tick
7 minutes till i have to get up
but i'm so tired
i have no motivation
i can't do it
tick tick tick
"are you awake yet??"
shit.
how am i gonna get through the day?
i feel like shit.
tick tick tick
"are you ok?"
did i zone out?
shit i'm supposed to be taking notes!
"earth to ____?"
fuck i did it again.
tick tick tick
3:05!
and i have to do it all again tomorrow.
fuck.
