Sirius Black's Sister

Chapter 9 - 5th Year

*Skip two years*

Galaxy's P.O.V.

I was sitting on the couch in the Slytherin common room when the portrait opens and it reveals Bella and Narcissa drunk. "What the hell did you two do?" I ask confused on why they are drunk. "Oh nothing." They say together. "You two are drunk." I state. "No we aren't." They say before giggling and I sigh. "Lucius! Rodolphus!" I yell and soon enough the boys appear. "Your girlfriends are drunk. Take care of them." I said leaving the common room. I walk around and soon I find myself in the Astronomy Tower. I leaned against the railing and look up at the sky. 

A couple weeks ago I found out my father had died because of him making a stupid mistake and he was killed for it. So I come here to think. "Hey daddy. I miss you and love you. I just wish you were here." I whispered. 

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Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab
Song starts
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(I'm an angel with a shotgun, shotgun, shotgun
An angel with a shotgun, shotgun, shotgun)
Get out your guns, battles begun
Are you a saint, or a sinner?
If loves a fight, than I shall die
With my heart on a trigger
They say before you start a war
You better know what you're fighting for
Well baby, you are all that I adore
If love is what you need, a soldier I will be
I'm an angel with a shotgun
Fighting til' the wars won
I don't care if heaven won't take me back
I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe

Don't you know you're everything I have?
And I, wanna live, not just survive, tonight
Sometimes to win, you've got to sin
Don't mean I'm not a believer
And major Tom, will sing along
Yeah, they still say I'm a dreamer
They say before you start a war
You better know what you're fighting for
Well baby, you are all that I adore
If love is what you need, a soldier I will be
I'm an angel with a shotgun
Fighting til' the wars won
I don't care if heaven won't take me back
I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe

Don't you know you're everything I have?
And I, wanna live, not just survive, tonight
Oh, oh whoa whoa oh whoa
I'm an angel with a shotgun
Fighting til' the wars won
I don't care if heaven won't take me back
I'm an angel with a shotgun
Fighting til' the wars won
I don't care if heaven won't take me back
I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe

Don't you know you're everything I have?
(I'm an angel with a shotgun)
And I, want to live, not just survive, tonight
(Live, not just survive)
And I'm gonna hide, hide, hide my wings tonight

They say before you start a war
You better know what you're fighting for
Well baby, you are all that I adore
If love is what you need, a soldier I will be
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Song ends
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Battle Scars by Paradise Fears
Song starts
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Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
This is an anthem for the homesick
For the beaten
The lost, the broke, the defeated
A song for the heartsick
For the standbys
Living life, in the shadow of the goodbye
Do you remember when we learned how to fly?
We'd play make-believe
We were young and had time on our side
You're stuck, on the ground
Got lost, can't be found
Just remember that you're still alive
I'll carry you home
No, you're not, alone
Keep marching on
This. Is. Worth. fighting for
You know we've, all got battle scars
You've had enough
But just don't, give up
Stick to your guns
You. Are. Worth. Fighting for
You know we've, all got battle scars
Keep marching on
This is a call to the soldiers
The fighters
The young, the innocent, and righteous
We've got a little room to grow
Better days are near
Hope, is so much stronger than fear
So if you jump, kid, don't be scared to fall
We'll be kings and queens in this dream, all for one, one for all
You can light up the dark
There's a fire in your heart
Burner brighter than ever before
I'll carry you home
No, you're not alone
Keep marching on
This is worth fighting for
You know we've, all got battle scars
You've had enough
But just don't, give up
Stick to your guns
You. Are. Worth. Fighting for
You know we've, all got battle scars
Keep marching on...
On and on,
Like we're living on a broken record.
Hope is strong
But misery's a little quicker
Sit, and we wait, and we drown there
Thinking, "Why bother play when it's unfair?"
They say life's a waste
I say they lack belief
They tell me luck will travel
I tell 'em that's why I've got feet
Left, right, left, right
Moving along to the pulse of a heartbeat
This could be the last chance you have to fly
Do you like the ground?
Want it to pass you by?
Man, you had it all when you were just kid
Do you even remember
Who you were back then?
What do you want in life?
Will you be twice as strong?
What would you sacrifice?
What are you waiting on?
Don't. Stop. March. On
I'll carry you home
No, you're not alone
Keep marching on
This is worth fighting for
You know we've all got battle scars
You've had enough
But just don't give up
Stick to your guns
You. Are. Worth. Fighting for
You know we've, all got battle scars
Keep marching on
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Keep marching on.
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Song ends
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Train Wreck by James Arthur
Song ends

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Laying in the silence
Waiting for the sirens
Signs, any signs I'm alive still
I don't wanna lose it
I'm not getting through this
Hey, should I pray? should I pray
To myself? To a God?
To a saviour who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out of the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions, I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out of the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Underneath our bad blood
We still got a sanctum, home
Still a home, still a home here
It's not too late to build it back
'Cause a one-in-a-million chance
Is still a chance, still a chance
And I would take those odds
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out of the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions, I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
You can say what you like 'cause see, I would die for you
I, I'm down on my knees and I need you to be my God
Be my help, be a savior who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these reckless words (find hope in the hopeless)
Pull me out of the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions, I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out of the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
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I start crying and sit down holding my legs up to my chest. Soon I felt myself in someone's arms. "Its okay baby." I hear my boyfriend's voice say. I hug him back and tightly hold on to him. "He's gone. He's really gone." I sob softly. "He's not always gone babe. He's in here." Severus said putting a hand to my chest where my heart is. 

"Let's go back to the common room." Severus said and we both got up and walked towards the common room. When we got there we walked towards Severus's room. I changed into some of Severus's pj's and got in the bed. Severus climbs in next to me. He soon clings to me like a koala. And soon enough I fall asleep.