Off My Control ×_× [ Heejay ] ×_× Enhypen

!¡ But I love you too close

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When Jay was done showering.
It was already 4 am
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He hesitantly stepped inside their bedroom
The lights were off but he coud notice heeseung body sitting on the bed, head hanging down.
He was still waiting for him

"Hyung" he

The older lift his head slowly looking so tired already
He eyed Jay for a moment, with His depressed face.

"...Let's sleep " his voice was weake
Is he feeling guilty or sad?.

Who did go fare this time ?
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Jay noded, he is too tired to argue about anything.

They lied next to each other on the bed even tho they are both irritated from eachother, one want to yell and blame the other for the mistreatment he faced.
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This time it was heeseung who turned his back on the younger.

When heeseung ajusted himself on the bed, Jay moved to the corner of the bed, still scared from the older.

"Stop jumping away from me.. I am not going to do anything to you".he talked in a low voice to not surprise the younger again.

Jay relaxed more now
But he couldn't sleep, he is realy wandering what is going on the olders mind, he sound so quiet after being the big storm earlier.
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He refuse to imagine how they will be tomorrow each other tomorrow after living such a day. With
Heeseung stubbornly still staying by his side as if nothing happened.

Jay expected from him to run for his life after he troubled him with all those scandals and problems he caused in their shared life.

How could he endure him after all, even his parent run away.

But why
Why does he acte persistent never giving up on him.

Could it be .....

No it's not that easy to admit it......
But could he be fallen inlove with him without him noticing it ?
Ofcours! He always sound like he miss him he ask for his presence, always chasing after him, acting overprotective.

Jay turned to sleep on his other side, all those thoughts were getting him unconfortable and more annoyed.

"Stop shaking the bed" the older startled him from his thoughts
And Jay let a small 'Sorry'
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But does he lrealy ove him?.

At the beginning Jay thought he only married him to inherit his fortune .
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Their is one way to find out
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It was already morning
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Jay went to the bathroom
He didn't sleep at all and he is sure the older didn't either.
Clearly they are both too motivated to start a new day.
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But his phone kept ringing which deranged the older.

Heeseung chosed not to pick it up since Jay gets made whenever he look down his phone.