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-twenty-four-

So...this is the actual fact...

Her mother...Nichika Sado...

Was the one...who died in the infamous accident..,just last year...

I don't get it...why not tell me? I'm not one to judge. I just thought she left.

Leaving doesn't sound like her anyway. She sounded the type to walk into your life after someone stepped out.

How on earth could someone hold such a truth to themselves? It's torture to only experience.

She said something once about that...what was it...

"Silence is deadly. You think all you want is peace and quiet, until you think of all the things left unsaid. Then you wonder how much pain it really is to keep the truth unheard."

Truth hurts....So does being lied to in a way.

I trusted her beyond ways she could understand. Hell, she doesn't even trust me as her teammate. I don't know what there is not to trust. I know I'm not Daichi, but I can be whoever to make things happens. I'm just as capable.

Yet I feel rather behind being copped out in that way. She didn't have to say it, I could tell. Reluctance is more physical than verbal.

I trusted her with my personal life, with how I didn't feel up to par with the others. How I just wanted to know her. How I was in it to prove to people who I am on my own. I feel she is the same, but she doesn't want to say lest she becomes vulnerable.

She's afraid. I don't know why she's trying to be scared.

There's nothing to fear. It's the part about being alone, and trying to do this at the same time that makes it all more daunting.

But...there's one thing to this...now that I know...

Y/N had a secret; her mother was in the "T-Bone Freak Accident", and died after disappearance. She didn't want people to know.

She lied to save face. Save what she had left.

I don't know what I have left. I believe the truth I know now, far exceeds the destruction of hers...

Believe me...it's a big truth.

She lied, so did I.

***

Suga was left alone after the rather intimidating discusssion between him and Oikawa. Hr tried to wrap his head around all the loose ends and random points.

Nichika Sado was the victim. Disappeared from location, and found days later, dead from impact.

Before he left, Oikawa had given Suga an extra issue of the event, in time printed newspaper. Oikawa stated he dragged it around in his bag, for the moment he could share it with those close to her. Daichi knew, so did other people.

For good reasons. Neutrality. Information. Relation. Daichi knows for being her best friend. Nishinoya knows for constantly being involved in her life. The list of specific individuals was a small section.

Maybe that was intentional. Not even Kageyama knew, and he had been involved mutually with Y/N since he started high school. Though it would've been too soon to have dropped such a devastating topic onto a new face.