Brother's Keeper✔️

18. Genius in Question

Brian POV

"I will never ever, ever do anything like this to hurt you, baby. You know you mean everything to me. It was a moment of weakness, that's all." He was begging with his life for his girl. He did not know what else to do. After a week of her not answering his calls and texts, he left school in the middle of the week to drive to St. Louis to see her.

He was happy she let him inside the house.

"I love you NaeNae. I want to marry you and have a family with you. Us together, forever."

He was at her house, and her parents were both at work. He drove down Wednesday night and spent the night at home. Now it was Thursday morning when he knew she did not have any classes at Maryville University. He knew her parents both worked, and her younger sister was a freshman away at college. They had the place to themselves.

"How can you love me Brian and then go do that with some girl?"

Didn't she tell him to "live it up" before he left for college? As long as she never found out about other girls, she was fine.

Well, she found out about another girl.

How could he explain it without hurting her? It was just sex, it meant nothing to him. He had urges and girls willing to satisfy his needs. He had been doing it since they were in high school, mostly the white girls that liked fucking with Black dick. They knew how to keep their mouth shut. If the girl didn't mind being used, he didn't mind using them.

But he loved J'Nae, despite the sleeping around. He knew he loved her, he knew what that meant. He should stay committed to her until she was ready. He didn't know if that was when they were married or sooner. He imagined having sex with J'Nae all the time and he knew it would be amazing. His feelings for her were deep and he was not going to let this be the end of them.

"Some girl giving me head means nothing!"

"You want me to do that Brian? I'm not doing it."

Like ever? Like once they were married and having sex she was saying no to oral sex? That may be because she didn't understand how critical that was to sex... at least for a guy. He never gave a woman oral sex and did not plan on it.

"Nae, I'm fine with us waiting. You told me to live it up, and that's what I'm doing. My bad you had to hear-"

"When I said to live it up Brian, I didn't say have sex with every girl you could. Do you think I meant it that way? Stupid!"

She stormed away from him, heading back to her bedroom.

Should he follow? He had never been in her bedroom. J'Nae's parents were super strict, super Christians, he only stayed in the living room, when he came to visit. They could only hold hands in their presence. The kissing was when they were alone. He'd never even felt her breast.

He thought on it a moment and took the chance to walk back there. She was sitting on her pale pink decorated bed, holding one of the many stuffed animals he bought for her. This was a four feet tall white bear with a pink bow they named Winkie. He knew it was her favorite. Her holding and cuddling it could be a good sign.

"NaeNae, I'll keep apologizing every day till you forgive me for this. Just tell me we're good." He walked over and sat in the bed with her. "I don't want us to be over."

"Me either."

He moved closer, picking up her hand. "Then we won't. We can make this work. If you need me to come home more, I will. And you still haven't visited, so come down and stay with me. Well, you can sleep in my bed, I'll sleep on the sofa."