Chapter 11

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"Y/n, hey how you doin?" Keigo nonchalantly said. Like he didn't do any of those things I just magically remembered. Like he wasn't here in hell when he should be up in heaven, unless he finally got what he deserves. Did the gods finally find out? My train of thoughts was interrupted by Keigo stepping closer to me. I was frozen on my spot, I still didn't know how to react.

Before processing my words first, my mouth moved on it's own."What are you doing here?" That question made him stop walking a couple feet away from me. From this distance I could clearly see some hickeys showing just above his collarbone, this guy is unbelievable.

"Well, long story short, I got caught." He said with a light chuckle like if it wasn't a bad thing to be exiled from heaven or if it was something funny. That only made my anger worse, if I wasn't angry already with the fight with Dabi, I certainly am now. At least he ultimately got what he deserved. To rot in hell, just like me.

"About damn time" I said under my breath, but he seemed to hear me. I started to walk back to the castle, not sure where that is but maybe if I go back on my steps I'll eventually get there, right?

"Hey, wait up! I need to talk to you." Ugh not this again. Keigo began to follow after me, which made me speed my walk in an attempt to lose him.

I ruffled my wings a little, preparing to start flying, that way I can get faster back to the castle and maybe lose this bastard. Oh, he has wings too. Dammit.

While I started ascending, Keigo didn't hesitate to do it too. If we're talking about flying, he's much faster than me so losing him through air is not an option anymore. "Y/n, can you just listen to what I have to say?! Just one minute."

"Fine, what do you want?" I slowed my flight a little so it would be easier to talk with the air brushing past us.

"I'm sorry for everything that happened between us" Is he, really? "I just want to start over and stay together in hell. You're the only one I know down here" So now the big boy doesn't want to be alone.

"Fuck no! I listened to what you had to say, now go fuck yourself or some succubi. Oh wait, you already did." I said sarcastically and started speeding up my flight again, having had enough of this annoying archangel.

"No! You don't understa-" Keigo was cut off by the sound of arrows cutting through the air, not this again. I thought while speeding even more my flight, leaving Keigo behind. It's his turn to get hit anyways; think of this like his initiation to hell. "Y/N!!" was the last thing I heard from him before soaring through the sky at my fullest speed, wishing nothing more than to be locked in my room.

I also made a mental note to never leave the castle alone again. Something bad always happens when you are alone in hell, and don't even get me started with those damn arrows.

What i didn't know was that he wasn't hit by any arrows, in fact, he was silently following me all the way back to the castle and when he saw me enter, he stayed hidden in a near bush waiting for the perfect moment to burst in and find out what was this place and who else was in there.

I wonder what Dabi is doing right now...

Dabi POV:

"Protect me?! I don't need your protection. Why would you even protect me in the first place? I'm nothing to you." You're everything to me, you just don't remember. She slammed the door shut and left me standing there.

Why can't she understand that it is not safe for her out there! It would kill me if something happened to her. I was worried sick when I first saw her with a literal hole on her beautiful wing. It took everything for me not to hold her and kiss her pain away, but I know she doesn't remember me.

But how did you know she doesn't remember you? You may ask.

It's easy really. The look in her precious eyes, when she first saw me, she was scared. That broke my heart all over again. I know I look scary with all these scars and staples, I know! I know!! I KNOW!

I didn't choose to look like this! I bet she thinks I'm ugly. I think so myself.

I'm not worthy of her beauty anymore. I just want her to remember, I've missed her so damn much and now that I have her here is not like it used to be. It pains me so fucking much every time I'm around her. Her smile, her hair, her eyes, her beautiful face, it all looks the same but is like it's not her.

Her smile isn't as bright as it used to be every time she looks at me. Her eyes don't shine with adoration and hope anymore when she looks at me, and I just want that back.

Give her back.

I want her back.

I want my girl back.

"Master Dabi, you've been standing there for quite some time. Are you alright?" Chiyo asked me with that polite voice of hers. I was so deep in my head that I lost track of time.

"Yeah, sorry. I'll be in my office, don't bother me." I quickly dismissed her, starting to walk to my studio where I've been spending most of my time trying to avoid her and those dull, loveless eyes of hers that are starting to haunt me.

She was right, I was avoiding her but not because I'm mad at her or anything. It's just that every time I look at her, the memories we made together back in heaven come back, and when I see her now, all I see is the memory of someone that used to be mine.

I'd give everything for her to just look at me like she used to do. It made me the happiest man in heaven every time she did.

But I know that's not gonna happen. At least not anytime soon and I'm too scared to tell her. I'm a coward, I know but what if even when I tell her she still doesn't remember anything and I'm left without my girl forever?

I'm too scared.

I just want her back! FUCK!

I faintly hear the entrance door open and shut with a loud noise, she's back. I hear her footsteps going up the stairs and fade into her room. And there goes another day in hell without my girl. 

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