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Ari Pov:
{A month later}
______I sat up out the bed. It been exactly a month since Jr passed. Im still haven't accepted the fact that he is gone.
"You good" i heard Melly's voice. I nodded my head and got up completely.
"Where you going " he asked.
"To the bathroom I'm fine melly" i mumbled going into the bathroom. Melly and everyone else started treating me like a kid after Jr died. They don't let me do anything and constantly check up on me.
Shit aggravating.
I walked into the bathroom and closed the door locking it. I stared into the mirror as tears ran down my face.
decided to take a bath so i started the water and let it run.
I looked back in the mirror and I started crying completely making no sound not to trigger melly.
I rubbed my face whipping the tears away. I opened the cabinet and looked threw it . All i seen was pills. I sighed heavily.
Pills don't work at all.
I tried to overdose a few times but every time somebody finds me and take me to Doir.
I continued looking threw it I heard the urge to cut. I started to break down as I couldn't find nth else but medicine.
I closed the cabinets and started looking threw all the drawers.
Finally i found a razor one Melly been using I guess he hide it from me.
I started taking it apart revealing each individual blade.
"Ari why is the door locked" i heard Melly voice boom from the other side of the door.
"Man let me bath in peace" i said trying not to sound like i was crying. I sat the blade down and turnt the bath water off.
I took of my clothes peace by piece and sat down in the tub. The water was hot but it wasn't enough pain.
"Nah i don't trust you open it" he said.
I ignored him grabbing the blade. He started banging on the door and i jumped.
I dropped the blade in the water. I smacked my teeth.
"Ari im dead ass open this damn door" he yelled.
"Im in the tub Mother fucker hush" i yelled.
I picked up the blade and cut my arm. I wanted the pain to go away the thought of Jr not being here. The pressure of being into this hood shit again.
I wanted it to be over.
I slide the blade across my arm again drawing blood from my arm. It stung real bad but i didnt care.
The water began to turn red. I smiled.
Melly banged on the door even more yelling my name. I heard extra voices outside of his.
Everything went quite nothing was said.
I slide the blade across my arm again this time going deeper. It felt so good as i did it again multiple times.
By this time my arm was all bloody and so was my hands. The water was dark red and I was starting to loose feeling. I smiled at the sight of the blood. I soothed me.
My body tingled and I slightly closed my eyes.
I felt like I've escaped from everything. I lost of blood made me weak. My eyes grew heavy i was loosing myself.
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