NO REGRET FOR LOVE

#5

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Its been a week mula no'ng hindi na kami nag-uusap at nagpapansinan ni Andrei. Marami rin akong nabalitaan tungkol sa kaniya, tulad ng sinagot na siya ni Ammahra.

Naging matunog ang love team nilang dalawa. May mga issue rin na kumakalat na kawalan ko daw si Andrei.

I was just here sitting, inside a coffee shop, when I saw him entering the entrance with his new girlfriend.

I tried so hard not to stare at them and ignore them but I failed. Our eyes met, I looked away when I saw how cold his stare is.

"Jheyiene Ahra Gomez" I heard my name called at the counter. Nand'yan na pala ang order ko.

Tumayo kaagad ako para kuhanin 'yon when I realized na nasa may counter pa pala sila at kasalukuyang umo-order.

Masaya silang nagtatawanan. Hindi ko alam kong paano ako mag e-excuse, baka ako na naman ang lumabas na masama kapag pinutol ko ang kasiyahan nila.

"A-Ah, e-excuse me" I said ng makita kong nakaharang sila kong saan nilagay no'ng babae 'yong order ko.

They didn't move, so I assumed na hindi nila ako narinig. Or they heard it but they just act like they didn't?

I sighed heavily. Dahan-dahan kong kinuha ang order ko para hindi ako makagawa ng aksidente dito. And guess what...

"Hala! Sorry, sorry! Hindi ko sinasadya, sorry talaga!" I accidentally spilled my frappuccino! And what's worse, si Ammahra pa talaga ang natapunan ko, girlfriend ni Andrei.

"Ano ba! Ah, ang hapdi! Can't you just be careful?!" She sounded mad...and hurt. Mainit-init pa ang frappuccino, napaso 'ata siya.

"Sorry talaga, hindi ko sinasadya!" I apologize again while getting a tissue and wiping the hem of her shirt, kong saan natapon ang frappuccino.

"Hey, what happened?" Andrei ask her, ignoring me. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na galing pala siya sa cr kanina, kaya hindi niya nakita kong ano ang nangyari.

"Ah, love! S-She spilled her frappuccino on me purposely!" Pagsusumbong niya habang hawak hawak pa rin 'yong bahagi na natapunan, napaso siguro talaga siya.

"W-What? I told you, it was an accident" I wanted to yell but I stayed calm. Alam ko naman na kasalanan ko talaga, pero hindi ko naman sinasadyang matapunan siya.

"Ikaw na naman?! Sabi ko naman sa'yo di ba na lumayo ka na?!" He yelled at me. Sounded mad and he stares at me with his bloodshot eyes.

I look down and stop myself from tearing. I can't look at him. I can't speak up. I can't defend myself.

"Hindi pa ba sapat 'yong ginawa mo sa'kin?! Pati girlfriend ko gusto mo na ring saktan?!" I look up again to see his reaction. He's really mad. I wanna say that I didn't purposely spill my frappuccino but I can't. I'm so weak when it comes to him. And the fact that, I hurt him. "What?! Aren't you gonna apologize, kneel down, and beg for forgiveness?!" He yelled again.

My eyes widened when I realized what he just said. Really?! Kneel down?! Ano kayo diyos para sambahin ko?!

Handa na sana akong sumugod at magsalita ng biglang may nagsalita sa gilid ko.

"Hey, stop yelling at her" Someone interrupted us. Lumingon ako sa gilid, muntik ko na namang mabitawan ang frappuccino na may kaunti pang laman ng makita ko na familiar 'yong lalaki.