never noticed him (kyle broflovski x reader)

betrayal

TW: this chapter mentions bulimia, self harm, and suicide. please be aware while reading this i don't want you guys so be triggered cus ily <3

kyle's pov:
all weekend, i ignored the countless messages from kenny attempting to apologize. i still couldn't believe that he had betrayed me after i specifically asked him not to. when we went to school, i tried to avoid him as much as possible. lunches were awkward. they mainly consisted of me death staring kenny, kenny glancing at me every once in a while sheepishly, and cartman and stan having an awkward conversation over the tension. i couldn't stand the kid.

(Y/N) was different. i tried to ignore her at first, but failed quite quickly. it's not necessarily her fault since she didn't know i am in love with her. plus i had a soft spot for her anyways. i was still frustrated with her, but it was nothing compared to the anger i felt for kenny. the week had gone by and it was thursday. i thought nothing would change, until clyde decided to fuck up the life of (Y/N).

clyde's pov:
we were in bio and our friend group had formed a small circle to talk within since our teacher wasn't here. we were laughing when all of a sudden tolkien got up. "i'm gonna go to the bathroom i'll be right back." we shrugged him off and continued our conversation. what i noticed though is that he had left his phone unlocked next to me.

could i find any blackmail about (Y/N) to hold against her? no surely not, well...

i made sure my friends were distracted by talking as i slyly grabbed tolkien's phone. i immediately went to his messages and of course she was the second most recent one. i opened the chat and started to scroll up looking for anything leverage i could find. finally, i reached something interesting.

jackpot.

i realized i could use this as blackmail for (Y/N). a plan formulated in my head. sure it would be mean, but hey, she started this by rejecting me and hanging out with fucking kyle first.

i put tolkien's phone back on the table as soon as he returned from the bathroom. i became excited and invented a surprise for (Y/N) after class.

(Y/N)'s pov:
i walked out of psychology and towards my locker. i was lost in my own thoughts but not thinking about anything pressing. i opened my locker but turned around when clyde called my name. he stood in the middle of the hallway waiting for a response. "hey clyde, what's up?" i asked innocently. he looked nervous and fiddled with his fingers. "listen i know you're probably tired of me asking this, but please will you go on one date with me?" people had started to stop around us and watch this scene. i stuttered out a response. "u-um clyde you're a great guy and all, but you're just not my type i'm sorry." i shrugged and started to turn, but froze as he said the next statement. his eyes filled with disappointment and he started to almost beg for me.

"how can i be your type then? what do i need to change? please (Y/N) just one date that's all i need. i love you so much." gasps started beside me and my eyes grew wide. sure i knew clyde liked me, but to admit he loved me? jeez.

i took a deep breath. "clyde, please i'm sorry but i don't want to go out with you." i said while turning around to close my locker. he sighed. "fine then." he paused. "oh by the way, does everybody know where you actually were this summer?"

i froze.

"what?" i said turning back around frightened. a genuine crowd had started to form and everyone's eyes were on us.

"oh come on (Y/N) don't act stupid. you weren't on 'vacation' this summer, why don't we tell everyone where you really were?"

how does he know?