never noticed him (kyle broflovski x reader)

reparations part 1

(a little bit of love- weezer)

(Y/N)'s pov:
by the next week i had finally gotten my act together. i had showered, brushed my hair properly, made an effort to sleep better, and looked fresher than ever. i felt a million times better too. others still treated me like a fragile flower, but more people were coming around and treating me like normal. the girls apologized for not reaching out before and tried to support me as much as possible from then on. it felt nice to have my friends back. i split my time evenly between the girls and the guys. it felt nice because i felt like i could be myself with both groups, just in different ways. when i was with the girls, i could talk about anything without it being awkward and i always felt loved with them. when i was with the guys, i laughed so much and felt like i could be my true weird self. even cartman had come around to me a bit. 

it also helped that my soccer team was in the semifinals for our league. this whole time i had to force myself to go to practice and be relatively cheerful for my team. although it sucked at first, i do think it helped me get out of my slump. the big match was on thursday right after school. we had been working so hard and it felt great to see our hard work paying off. i am only a junior, but i was good enough to become captain. not only did i have the skill, but coach said i had the team spirit and the ability to bring people together. it boosted my confidence to have freshmen telling me they look up to me and having sophomores text me for advice. our big match was on thursday and i couldn't be more pumped for it. my parents usually watch my games, but since they weren't here i felt a bit lonely. i had already talked to the girls about coming but i decided to ask kyle and his friends too. i also had this idea that winning this game would somehow impress kyle and hopefully, with a little bit of magic, become my boyfriend. but that's extreme, he'd never want that. besides, he probably only thinks of me as a friend.

right?

kyle's pov:
the following tuesday i was at school when something unexpected occurred. i shut my locker after putting my books in and felt a tap on my shoulder. confused, i turned around and was met with a sheepish kenny. he avoided my gaze, took a deep breath, and started speaking before i could even process what was going on.

"listen kyle, i fucked up big time. i regret it so much and i'm so sorry from the bottom of my heart. i really miss you dude..."

he looked up at me asking for my forgiveness. i stood there a bit in shock. although i was still relatively angry with him, my strong emotions had subsided a bit. maybe it was because i was as close as ever with (Y/N) so i felt more comfortable, but i felt forgiving in the moment.

"kenny, i forgive you. just, please don't do it again."

his head shot up and he smiled. "easy promise! i'll even help you get with her!" my ears perked up at this offer. "wait, seriously?" i asked. he laughed a bit. "yeah of course! i know you really love her-" my heart stopped at this. "who told you that i love her? was it stan?" i cut him off. my tone had changed from lighthearted to serious and i could tell kenny was taken aback by this. "oh, um, nobody told me, i just assumed." he paused. "if i'm honest dude, it's pretty obvious." i blushed, hard. "fuck. do you think she knows?" i asked leaning back against the lockers. he shrugged. "i have no idea. maybe? but then again i honestly don't know." i covered my face with my hands while groaning. "dude i might be so fucked."

"that sounds bad, why are you fucked?"

kenny and i jumped a bit to turn to (Y/N) standing there with a bright smile.

i missed that smile.

"oh, uh-nothing. anyways what's up?" i said trying to save myself. i prayed to god she hadn't heard any of the previous conversation about her. "oh nothing i just wanted to say hi. OH also would you guys wanna come to our big soccer match on thursday? it's the semifinals and i'd love to have some fans if that's okay. my parents still aren't in town so i don't really have anybody to come and watch me." she handed us a small flyer that promoted the match. it contained all the information. i quickly skimmed it to make it seem as if i had to allocate myself with this "new" information. in reality, i had known about this game two weeks ago and cleared my schedule to go to it. that does sound pretty stalkerish, but then again i am in love with the girl. i looked back up and smiled. "yeah of course!" i said giving it to kenny so he could finish properly reading it. her face lit up at this comment. "oh yay i'm so excited! i gotta go to psychology, but i'll see you guys in english. bye!" (Y/N) walked away with a spring in her step and i waved while admiring her. a natural smile painted my face and i could feel my cheeks become pink. kenny looked up from the flyer and back to me. he snickered a bit and i furrowed my brow towards him.

"oh dude you're so head over heels for her."

this made me blush even more, but i looked back up at (Y/N) to see her joking around with a few freshmen that were on the team. they all of a sudden started whispering excitedly and i could've sworn one pointed in my direction. maybe i was just dreaming, but i think they all turned to me and started giggling. (Y/N) walked away obviously a bit embarrassed about something, but who knows what. then, a thought came to my mind that made my face fall.

what if they're making fun of her for hanging out with me?

no no it can't be. i'm fine. everything is fine.

and with that, i took a deep breath trying to distract myself and headed off to history.

(Y/N)'s pov:
i had just convinced kyle and (i think) kenny to come to the game in two days time and it made me excited. not only would i have more friends there, but my actual crush would be there! i just need to make sure i'm not shit. i walked towards some of my favorite freshmen from the team that were down the hallway. their faces lit up as i greeted them and they started talking excitedly towards me. their overlapping chatter made me smile.

"hey (Y/N)!" "how are you doing?" "we missed you captain!" "are you ready for thursday?"

i laughed. "woah woah woah one question at a time please. i cant handle all of this fame." i flicked back my hair as a joke which produced a laugh from them. i was cool and collected until my favorite one, sofia, spoke up. at the same time, she pointed behind me making it apparent what her next question was going to be.

"who's that ginger kid you were talking to?"

with such little time to process, this question caught me severely off guard and my face turned a deep red shade. the group in front of me exchanged knowing looks and started to smile. i tried to save myself knowing there was little to no chance i could backtrack.

"oh, u-uh- he's my, um, friend!"

i stuttered over my words obviously flustered. they giggled. "are you sureeeee?" nina pestered. not giving them an answer, i simply rolled my eyes and walked away severely embarrassed. excited whispers could be heard behind me, but i didn't mind it for once. i headed to psych thinking about kyle.

he's so cute. he's also so nice. no matter what happens i can never let him go.

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A/N: i'm sorry this chapter was so short and so like lowkey useless. i needed a bridge chapter between the last one and the next one so here you go