Jamie's
Nagbago ang lahat until makilala ko sya!Kakayanin ko ba pag nawala sya sa buhay ko? Kakayanin ko pa nga ba? Kakayanin ko bang magpatawad at tanggapin sya ulit?
Paano kung may mga bagay na gusto ko pero never nyang maibibigay sakin?/Kakayanin...
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Jamie POV
It's been months ever since Cid and I became officially a couple, until now hindi parin ako makapaniwala na totoo lahat ng ito. It feels so surreal! Minsan hindi ko maiwasang maoverwhelm at magulat sa mga nagaganap between us.
I'm still adjusting on how to properly handle this relationship of us. Hindi naman kasi pupwedeng lagi nalang si Cid and magdadala ng relasyon namin diba.
I need to make an effort too para magwork kami. I love Cid! I love him so much! This is the first time, I've ever love someone like this so I hope we would last.
"Cid, dito na ko! Go away na!"
"Who am I again? Love?" He sterningly looks at me as he asked me this. Gosh! I forgot about it again! Hindi pa rin talaga ako sanay!
"Hehehe sorry, again! Love, dito na ko! Go away na!" I smilingly told him. He smiled so widely hearing me call him love. Ang babaw din talaga ng kasiyahan ng isang ito.
He let go of my hand and started to snake his arms into my waist. Medyo I feel alerted naman. Grabe nasa labas lang kami ng class room ko! Hindi ba sya nahihiya? Napansin ko din na pinagtitinginan na kami.
I tried to pull myself away from his hug pero mas lalo lang nyang hinigpitan yung pagkakawak nya sakin.
"Love! Let go of me! This is PDA! Hindi mo ba napapansin yung mga matang nakatingin satin now?"
"Ano naman! I'm just holding my boyfriend! What is wrong with that? Pakialam ko sa mga matang yan! Dukutin ko pa mga mata nila eh!" He mockingly said as he look around then looks back at me.
"Love! Please! Mapapagalitan ako nito eh! Bawal kaya ito! Did you not know? Nasa rule book eto kaya!" I said to him, I tried to remove his arms around me pero hindi parin sya nagpatinag.
"Alam ko pero alam mo namang wala akong pakialam sa mga ganyan di ba? Dare for them to complain against me tingnan lang nila kung anong mangyayari!" He proudly said. I forgot! Malaki nga pala influence nya dito sa school. From what I heard, bestfriend ng brother nya yung dean? Tama ba ko!
I look at him sternly! He just laughs at me.
"What!" He is still laughing then his face change into something serious as he looks at me. His one hands slowly touches my cheeks
"Love, you know me already! I don't really care about what other people say about me. I just want to be with you as much as I can. I want to hold you like this every single second of every day. Just let me, love! I promise, nothing bad will happen to you despite of this. I got you right!" Napabuntong hininga nalang ako after ko marinig yung sinasabi nya. I guess, I can never win against him talaga.
"Okay! Okay! If you say so!" I said as a sign of me giving up.
He smiles then he slowly move his face near my face. He was just looking at me straight in the eyes. He will look down to me from time to time then went back to look at me in the eyes.
