He enjoyed the same music that I did, and we went to concerts again using acid at these shows. But Tigh made me see a side of myself I never knew before.
Whenever we would argue, I would break my phone throw it at the floor or against the wall. Each time I'd get it fixed, it would just be broken again as there was always something to piss me off. But it was always my fault by the way he made it seem.
I grew tired of being unwanted and feeling like I was the problem. Tigh knew I didn't want this situation with him at all.
I decided to surprise him and visit him even though we were fighting. I got off work and picked my friend Ashley up to ride with me. Ashley was a blond with the most beautiful blue eyes. She was always there for me, just as I was for her. We drove to Indiana, and he was displeased whatsoever. Of course, he talked me into sleeping with him again.
Before we left the following day, he assured me we would be okay.
As soon as we got on the road, he texted me, saying we were over. I lost it and started throwing my phone at the windshield of my car. I could not stop crying,
but something in me changed at that moment. And I began to grow cold, something I feared would happen.
We began fighting more often, and he started to become distant. He was cheating on me, and that girl also got pregnant.
Kayla's POV
WHAT THE FUCK!
Every damn time I try to be happy, it always gets shot down by someone or something. I'm everyone's second choice. No matter what I do, it's like I am never enough. When will this end? And I'm not even six months pregnant, and my son will be a big brother? What in the actual fuck. Okay, don't get too freaked out; worry about what you need to do. We will all be okay with it without Tigh.
Even after I had surprised him, he had gone to an appointment with me, and I was on my way taking him home. My friend Cory came with us because I needed another person to drive back. Tigh criticized my driving, and I told him, "if you don't like it, you can get out." He kept saying he was going to drive my vehicle kept insisting. But he didn't have a license wasn't happening. So we stopped at Arby's, and we were fine for the time being.
Until we walked outside, and he wanted to argue again. I lost it, and I left him there in the parking lot of Arby's; he was over two hours away from home. I hopped back on the highway and started to head home...
"Hey Siri, play hot girl bummer by Blackbear."
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Falling
Non-FictionOhio was never a real home to Kayla and her decisions, but she managed to make the most of it for the time being. Her best friend Brandon was always there for her through whatever. She was always soft spoken and seemed to always be the second choice...
