Saved || Jesse Rutherford ||

Virgins

"God, you virgins are the worst. Oral, babe."

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Things I know about Oral:

It's Earth-shatteringly good.

Other than that nothing.

"God I'm fucked.."

"Ava?", Jesse asks smirking, almost laughing at my misery and lack of knowledge.

"I don't know how to...do that", I said lowering my head in shame. I mean no guy has ever viewed me in that light. I have always been the shy girl who had very little friends, and I was okay with that. I was always curious as to what it felt like, but I was so content with being alone that I didn't really know where to begin.

He chuckled. "I know babe, which is why I'm going to teach you. Right here. Right now."

I pulled back slightly shocked. I mean I knew it was coming, I want to do it. But, I just didn't know it'd be this soon. And how would he teach me? Would we watch porn together or something? For some reason, that didn't sit well with me.

I squirmed uncomfortably. He felt my discomfort and said, "Babe don't worry. It's going to be painless and pleasurable for the both of us. Trust me."

I nodded slowly. He kissed the corner of my lips to reassure me. He bit his lip and slowly lowered his gaze, taking in every inch of me.

"Take your clothes off."

I froze. "Take my clothes off? ! Oh God this is really happening!"

"Babe come come on, just take them off. I want to see you," he said rubbing circles at my side.

I sat there wide-eyed not sure of what to do.

He sighed playfully and said "Okay fine. I'll go first."

He proceeded to take me off his lap and began unbuckling his belt. He unzipped his pants, lifted his hips slightly, and tugged them off. I could do nothing but sit there in awe.

I couldn't take my eyes off the overwhelming bulge, just waiting to spring free in his boxers.

He patted his lap, signaling for me to hop on. I slowly crawled over to him and positioned myself directly above his bulge. I slowly lowered myself onto him, making sure I make direct contact.

He leaned his head back and parted his lips.

Suddenly my mouth ran dry. I licked my lips and did what came naturally to me. I began grinding on him, slowly at first, then more vigorously and with intent. With each movement he let out a low moan. My confidence doubled.

"Maybe I can do this!", I thought. I was causing him this amount of pleasure. I was doing this to him, and he's loving it!

"God baby...Yeah just like that...Oh God Ava..."

I began grinding even rougher. His placed his hands on my hips, just itching for more contact.

"Babe stop."

I giggled. "No", I said leaning down to kiss him. He parted his lips and gave me a deep, passionate, hungry kiss. He even bit my lower lip.

Amidst his moans, he asked me to stop again, but I didn't want to.

"Ava, stop", he said gripping my hips harshly causing a slight pain.

I stopped. Was I not doing it right? What if I had hurt him? Was I that bad?

His breath came out in rapid, uneven exhales. He tried to control it. When he did, he opened his eyes and stared at me in wonder.

"Why'd you tell me to stop?", I whispered.

"Because if you didn't, I would have came. God Ava, that was fucking amazing."

"You would have came? But I didn't even touch you yet."

He blushed slightly, "Yeah I know." I giggled and kissed the corner of his lips.

"You still want me to go first?", he asked. I nodded slowly.

I hesitantly went on my knees, directly between his legs. I looked up at him waiting for him to tell me what to do.

"Okay babe. Just do whatever feels natural. Don't worry about anything else. This is just between you and me."

I nodded and gulped.

"Okay, just take it out."

I lifted myself slightly and placed my hands on the waistband and tugged them slightly. I pulled at the hem and slipped my hand inside. I grasped his manhood firmly and pulled it out. Upon seeing it, I gasped. It was my first time seeing the male genitalia in person. I don't know if it was because I've never seen a penis before, but Jesse's seemed unusually large. It had to be at least 8 or 9 inches. I don't know if that was the normal length, but it definitely made me fearful.

"How on Earth will that fit...down there...Or even in my mouth?"

Jesse smirked at my surprise. God, he can be so cocky. "You like what you see?"

I tried faking a smile for him, but inside, I was ready to cry. He saw the fear in my eyes,moved my hair away from my face, and said "Don't be scared baby. I won't hurt you."

I let out a deep breath  and nodded. "Okay, just spit on it a little baby. That's to make it easier on you." I did as he said and spit on his penis, although it seemed a little odd. "Okay, now just suck it baby. Just like a lollipop baby."

I did as he said and wrapped my lips around the head. He moaned and bucked his hips. I gagged slightly but I didn't remove my mouth. Once he relaxed, I began to go a little deeper. He closed his eyes and kept moaning. "Yeah baby...Oh...Mmm...Yes just like that. Now wrap your hands around me and pump babe."

I pulled away and wrapped my hands around his length. "No, no baby stay there. Just do both", he said suddenly. He placed his hands on the back of my head and pushed me back down gently.

I sucked the tip and pumped his shaft. I went a little deeper, until the tip reached the back of my throat. I bobbed my head up and down. He tangled his fingers in my hair and leaned his back. I looked up at him. His face was contorted in pleasure. His lips were slightly parted and his eyes closed. His eyebrows were scrunch in way that seemed perfect. I could not believe I was the one causing this. I am doing this. I have this much power over him.

His moans, groans, and grunts echoed all over the house. I began getting a little more confident. I pulled away and kissed him gently. I started with the tip and worked my way down. He opened his eyes and gazed at me affectionately.

I worked my way up again and took him in my mouth. This time I decided to go a little deeper than before. He closed his eyes again and pushed me further down. I gagged a little but did not stop. He bucked his hips, making me gag even more.

"Oh God, baby I'm so close. Don't stop...Keep going! YEAH! Ughh!" And with that, he bucked his hips once more and I felt a salty liquid hit the back of my throat. I kept sucking until I felt him unwind beneath me. I pulled away and the liquid dripped form my lips. I caught it with my fingertips and tasted it. It tasted  salty but certainly not disgusting. Jesse watched in amazement.

"Ava...That was the best fucking head I've ever received."

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I haven't updated in a while and you guys deserve to know why. I was getting really hurtful comments in my inbox and it just got to the point where I just gave up writing. But I realized, I shouldn't let a few people stop me from doing what I love. Therefore, I will not stop updating. Not until this book and the other one I have planned is finished. I love you all, thank you all for supporting me and being there for me.