It was then that realization hit me. "I know that dress!"
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T-that dress! I know it...I-I have it! That is MY dress!", I yelled and began backing away. I ran upstairs to my parents' room. I walked over to the safe where my dad kept all his important papers.
To my surprise the safe was already opened.
"Been there, raided that, hun", Jesse slurred at the threshold. I turned to see his vicious smile taunting me.
"W-what does this mean? Are you trying to say I'm that..that girl! Because I'm not!", I yelled tears stinging my eyes.
Jesse approached me slowly, circling the beer bottle that was in his hands, making the poisonous liquid swish around.
When he got close enough, he kneeled down so we were eye-to-eye. His eyes were as red as the Devil.
"Sweety, don't tell me you buy that bull-crap...No, I know you don't believe that shit. You see, deep down," he said tilting his bottle towards me, "deep down...you know that little girl on the carton is you...I mean look at you! You look nothing like Kevin! You look nothing like your 'parents'! Wake up Ava, and get out of Wonderland! Time to face reality!"
His sinister smile stayed plastered on his face as he took another gulp.
"Jesse, please stop, you're hurting me", I whispered, my voice raspy.
For a second I thought he would return to me. His face became softer, his eyes less cold. I thought my old Jesse would return. I would apologize for ever deceiving him. He would comfort me and tell me everything's okay. He would help me understand...He would tell me everything will be alright.
But that did not happen.
"Get out of Wonderland." And with that, he was gone.
His words echoed in my head. "Get out of Wonderland, get out of Wonderland, get out of Wonderland".
I began sobbing. He was right. It was all in front of me, but I was too blind to see it.
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Fanfiction"Be your own hero...Everyone else is busy trying to save themselves."~Her mother had said.
