What If I Jumped? (Kiribaku)

chapter: 47

kirishimas pov

I left for the boys bathroom. I couldn't wrap my head around the whole thing. I didn't get why Bakugou hated me, we were doing so good until the camping trip..

It doesn't matter anyway, now. We're over..

I looked into the mirrors above the sink. My hair was down and back to its natural colour as I had stopped caring about what I looked like for once. I cut my hair when it needs cutting but only because I find it fun, the rest is work I can't be bothered to do anymore.

My eyes had dark circles under them but I looked more tired than I actually was. If I'm being honest, I still thought I looked decent. Pretty, in a way I guess.

Taking another sip from the bottle, I turned myself around and leaned on the counter. I place the bottle next to the sink nearest to me to check my phone. No calls, texts or anything. I sighed.

I wasn't angry or sad that my old friends had all left me I was just disappointed that I had no one to talk to. I didn't wanna be alone all the time. I didn't wanna feel so lonely.

I had a thought. Kaminari. He doesn't know about any of this, he and I can talk normally.

Fuck it, why not. I tried my best to type in my drunken state.

Me
Hey, kamjnari. I know w havent talked in like ages but I miss you and just need to know if you're okay and if we are stil friends.

I waited a minute. Then another. I almost got bored and went to turn my phone off but then I saw that he began to type.

Kaminari
We haven't talked in ages because you haven't been texting me. And I thought that you didn't wanna be friends anymore after the party and because you were dating bakugou. You said what we did was a mistake which made me upset but I get it, but you didn't have to do what you did at the party and then just not talk to me for fucking months.

Me
I did and still do want to be friends with yoi, bakugou and I aren't together anymore, webroke up months ago. And what party, we don't have one that you was at. I'm sorry that I made you upset and in sorry that I did all that I did and in sorry that I didn't talk to you but I thought you wouldn't want to talk to me either.

Kaminari
Of course I fucking wanted to talk to you, I wanted to sort it out and I'm sorry that I kissed you I know I shouldn't have and I know I've ruined our friendship. And I'm sorry you and him broke up too. And also idk I just remember you said some shit about you going camping recently

Me
You havent ruined our friendship and even if you did we can just start over. Thsts why I was texting yoh, I wanted to know that we were still friends.

Kaminari
I mean I wanna be friends, I really do but do you?

Me
Yeah, I do. I miss spending time with you, I really wanna start hanging out again.
So will you be my friend again?

Kaminari
Yeah of course I will. Also real quick what's up with your spelling, it's never usually that bad-

Me
I'm a bit drunk🙃

Kaminari
But it's school times, you should be in class