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Even though I felt like this would be a terrible idea for me, but I wouldn't be able to tick every list on my bucket list if I won't take an action on it

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Even though I felt like this would be a terrible idea for me, but I wouldn't be able to tick every list on my bucket list if I won't take an action on it. I know this is my chance to set things right and get out of the box I've been stuck in for years. 

To tell you honestly, I hated myself... no one just knows that.

So, I just nodded and accepted whatever she invited me to be part of. She called her friends and then I got to know them as well. I am a very shy person and I don't really hang out with people. Partying isn't even a thing for me. I only stay inside my room and then crouch on my bed and read a book that will keep me up awake until midnight.

That was my kind of company and I already got used to the feeling of it. Now, I'm taking this new chapter of my life so I can know where my limitations are.

After we got all of our luggage, we all went out of the airport and got a taxi for ourselves. I'm still trying to be comfortable around them. I guess, this is my kind of adjusting and it's actually not that hard.

As soon as we all arrived at the hotel, the five of them plus I checked in to our accommodations. Knowing that this could turn my world upside down, I'm already looking forward to what this trip could bring me to my goal.

I'm staying alone in my room while they all shared two rooms for five of them. When they said something about how would be able to sleep in a single bed, it also made me wonder. Two can fit in that bed, but three would be hard for them.

So, I stepped in. I told them if one of the girls would like to stay in my room so all can be comfortable on the bed. The one who invited me, Lexie, said she would love to join me in my room.

"But are you sure about that? You really don't have to, you know?" she said.

I nodded. "Yes... there's no problem with that. It'll be totally fine with me."

"Alright! Let's go!"

It's that how easy for her to come by with the decision. I was a little shocked at first, but then I didn't let her show my reaction and then we just proceed to go to our room. Because my accommodation is only a single room, Lexie and I will be sharing the bed and I don't know what comes into my head when I offered that to her.

Lexie and I then started talking about my plans and she told me theirs as well. When I'm trying to get along with their plans, it'll be possible for me to join them. And as I agreed.

Lexie was so excited, but I felt so nervous about it. But this is the start of getting out of my comfort zone. I've got to meet some new people and try to hang out with them.

I guess for now... I can finally cross out the first two of my bucket list... and how easy is that for me?

When I've become 18 years old, I should be doing all these stuff by then:

 ̶1̶.̶ ̶T̶r̶a̶v̶e̶l̶ ̶a̶l̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶-̶ ̶F̶l̶y̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶a̶i̶r̶p̶l̶a̶n̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶

̶2̶.̶ ̶M̶e̶e̶t̶ ̶n̶e̶w̶ ̶p̶e̶o̶p̶l̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶s̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶m̶

3. Initiate something that I would do it first

4. Learn something new -- could be any activities or simply learning a language

5. Eat some foods I've never tried before

6. Party with strangers

7. Deactivate all of my social media accounts -- text and call is an exemption

8. Get a tattoo

9. Get to know yourself more

10. Do an extreme activity -- Sky Diving!


Well... this is just the beginning.

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