There are only two marks our life has, the date we are born and the day we die. And why not make every moment worthy to fulfill our greatest dreams in life rather than putting ourselves in despair of not getting up in the dust? It's only a matter o...
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Waking up early in the morning, all are finally sober and ready to go to the temple, we're all wishing that when we arrived there, we should be first in line. And as soon as we get there, there were already a few people waiting in line, but not that much from what we have encountered yesterday. The line may only take us twenty minutes or so and that's fine with us since we're early and we're starting our trip today to this temple.
Regarding that, I decided to deactivate all of my social media and just experience all the things I have right now. Last night, I mistakenly posted an Instagram story from the club and then one of my cousins saw the video and then told them about it to my parents.
Of course, my parents immediately messaged and give me a call to talk about it. They don't know that I'm in Indonesia. I didn't say a word about leaving the country alone. They were concerned and worried about me, but I assured them that I will be fine.
When that happened, I thought that I don't need to post anything I did on my social media right now. Even though that's a travelers goal. Share the experience to the world, but I am experiencing the world for myself so I deactivated them so I can have a little peace of mind while I'm on this trip.
Sometimes, it's really hard to get by to the things I thought would be easy for me. I don't have many friends back home. My colleagues barely even talked to me. They said I have my own world, but what they don't know is that I'm trying to figure out where I would fit in.
It was a total struggle for me to see if people would accept me. I'm not a weirdo. Well, I might be one at certain times.
And I never thought I'll find it when I got out of the country. Maybe, if I'm not out of the country and am still doing the usual routine, it will take me a very long time to get out of my comfort zone. Now, I'm halfway to completing it and I'm still surprising myself along the way.
If Lexie didn't initiate talking to me, maybe I'm lost right now and might've been booked my flight back to the country because I was too scared to do anything. But that's changing... slowly.
After our trip to the temple, we met Manny along the way on visiting the beach he said we should go.
"Heather! Did you bring any clothes to change?" Manny asked.
"Uh... yes... what are we really going to do?"
Manny smiled. Seeing him does that freaks me out. I'm not sure if it was a good thing or not, but whatever it is... it could be something. Am I just overthinking about it or what?
GO TO
YES - If you think that Heather she does, but where's the fun in that?
NO - No, for real, you're not overthinking. It could be bad. Heather should back out.
