I Had Been On the phone with Eddie Now for About 20 Minutes.
I can Say, He was a Very Chatty Person.
But that was Completely ok, Because i was too.
And talking to Him Made me Happy For the most part.
He had this Very deep and Raspy Voice that just completed Him.
"So, Do you live far from the coffee shop?"
"Actually no, I live only across the street from Gate Park. So about 5 or 10 Minutes away."
"Oh Jeez i could never walk that far. I would completely Lose my shit."
He Laughs on the other end of the phone As i Chuckle with him.
"You won't have to Don't worry, I can easily go to your apartment if you ever want me to."
And with that said, My Heart dropped.
Of course i wanted him over here.
I Couldn't Resist. But i had to Play it cool.
"Wait really?"
"Yes Of course why not? I've got nothing Better to do anyway. After all i live alone. Pretty boring over here. It's been Months Since I've talked to another Human being."
I felt really excited.
I've been really lonely the past 2 weeks obviously and i needed More people around anyway.
"Well are you Free tomorrow?"
"Indeed i am, It's my Day off."
"Well then, I supposed You can Come over Sometime around 12. Does that sound alright?"
I was Very happy with the decision i had just Made.
This felt like a Very good idea.
"That sounds amazing"
"Ok Great, I'm Apartment 18 on the 15th Floor. I'll see you Tomorrow I suppose."
"Alright. I'll see you tomorrow."
We said our goodbyes.
And as i Hung up the phone i swear i could Jump with Joy.
A Huge Smile plastered across my face.
Soon i had seen a flash of light From the corner of my eye.
I look over at it to realize That It was my Blood stained Blade.
And soon again. All the thoughts Came back.
What about my Ex?
What about everything else?
How can i find someone New so Quick?
Not that he was gonna be my Boyfriend or anything.
No never.
But i just felt horrible.
I deserved this.
I deserved This All.
All the blood that fell out of me i deserved here on out.
I deserved another scar on my Body.
And so i did.
Carving another line into my Wrist, Right above the other one i did.
And with that.
I'm Asleep.
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The Cure
Fanfiction⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM⚠️ i also apologize for any Typos or Mis-spelled Words, I'm only Human ☹️. Chris Cornell self harms. His girlfriend Had just broken up with him after Just months together. Chris had really thought she was the one but T...
