The Cure

Nightmare Below Smitten

It was a new day and Eddie Ended up spending the night again, But i was already awake and i Stepped outside onto my Balcony to Get some Fresh air.
I was in Only sweatpants and completely Shirtless, I was waiting for Eddie to wake up.
I missed him already.
I missed his Soft Voice.
And Last Night, I Guess he had a Bad Dream Because He was Whining in His Sleep.
And One time he even Cuddled up Next to me and held me as tight as he Could.
I didn't even try to push him away, I Never would.
I cant imagine how he felt having to sleep alone for 2 Months, Are you kidding? I Would Die like that.
Sleeping alone? I cant even do it for 2 Weeks.
So i'm glad i found Eddie, Its nice having a Warm body lay next to mine Again.

"CHRIS?!"
I Immediately Turn around to see Eddie Panicked Out of his Mind.
I run back inside and Rush over to Him.

"What the hell Happened?! what's wrong?!"
Tears Fell from his Face as I Sat down next to him, He immediately Grabbed onto me and held me as tight as he Could.

"What Happened Eddie?.."
he crawled into my Lap, Which i had no Problem with for some reason.
And i hated people even coming near me, especially new people, But he was different for some reason.

"I-I Had a Nightmare..."
I sighed and held him even tighter.
My Hand Lightly rubbing His Back.

"What Was it About? Do you wanna talk about it?.."
I tried helping as much as i Could.

"You weren't here anymore....you Left me so unexpectedly And i wasn't ready."
I was in Confusion.
Why was he feeling like this?
We just met...
But i also had felt the same way Too but i didn't wanna Tell him.
I felt horrible Being in love with someone I just met because it could ruin Us and that's not what i wanted.
But our connection was so Strong already.
And he was something Different.
He was something Amazing.
And i didn't wanna lose that because I was in love with him.
or because We were in love with eachother.

"But Eddie we just me-"

"I Know we Just Met Chris! I don't need reminding! I remind myself every 5 Minutes anyway. It eats at my brain. I could barely sleep last night Because i was so stuck as to what i Should do and i just- Chris i-...."

He sat in my lap Thinking.
His Face was Blank and Pale.
He Was Obviously Lost.
His mouth hung open As he was about to speak.
And i had a Horrible Feeling.

"I need to leave....I Can't be here anymore. I need to Sort myself out."
He immediately Crawled off my Lap and Grabbed his Key's Heading for the door.

"Eddie Don't Leave me here."
He Looked back at me, Tears Dwelling in his eyes.

"I'm Sorry Chris."
One last Line of Eye Contact And just Like that He Was Gone.
What the hell just Happened?
It happened so Fast.
I Couldn't comprehend it.
But it Reminded Me.
He left like how i Imagined Susan Would have.
And like that, Everything Flooded my Brain.
Anger, Sadness, Confusion, Anxiety, Doubt, Hopelessness.
You name it.
Anything but the good stuff.
I Really Felt a Connection with Eddie.
He made me feel so Fuzzy inside, So Happy.
Ever since Susan Left me I haven't felt anything.
Which led to...The Blade.
Where's my Blade?