The Cure

Tears Fall In Remorse

i woke up to see Eddie Cuddled Up By my side.
He was still Fast asleep.
His Hair beautifully Spread across the bed as I Pet his Head Softly.
I don't know what was so Amazing About him.
He was just so Different from everyone else.
He was something I feel like i've been looking for Forever.
I didn't have feelings for him, At least i don't think i did.
He was Just something that Entered my life after Susan Left me So unexpectedly.
I needed him here.

Eddie POV

i began waking up to the feeling of someone softly Petting my head.
I opened my eyes to see Chris Looking down at me and smiling.

"Good morning Sleepy Head."
I was still kinda Confused as to why i was here, I was stuck trying to remember.
All i remember was his Soft voice Singing to me last Night.
Then it all Flooded my brain, I came over yesterday and I guess i fell asleep To his Guitar Playing and That Angelic Voice he's So blessed with.
That song was a Lullaby.
I also noticed i was Cuddled up next to him Which would probably explain the Petting on my Head earlier.
I Stretched out as I Sat up, Looking At him in all his Beauty.
His Long hair, His Freshly Shaved Face, He was a Dream.

"How'd You Sleep?"
I looked around And Looked back at Him As He Lightly grabbed my Hand.

"I think that was the best sleep i'd had in a Couple weeks."
He Gave me a Big Smile As I layed back down next to him, I closed my eyes and Grabbed his Hand As a sudden Yelp left the Talker man's Mouth.
I Immediately Sat Up As He Got Up out of the bed.
He Gave me That Look of 'Are you fucking Kidding Me?!'
A rush of fear rumbling like Thunder through my Veins.
He rushed off the the bathroom as Guilt Poured over me like Paint.
In an Instant i felt a Tear drop from my Eyes Onto My hand.
I Looked at my hands as everything went blurry.
Tears Rushing Down my Cheeks As the first peep Came out of my Mouth.
I Could barely see with the Tears flooding my eyes.
I felt so Much Hurt, I didn't mean to hurt him.
I Would never do that to Him.
I then heard footsteps walk my Way as I felt a Hand Under my chin Slowly Raise my head Up.

"Why are you Crying Dove? What Happened?"
The Sudden Look of Concern On his Face.
He sat down infront of me and Held my face.
I just sat in silence As more tears Rolled down Like My eyes were a Dam.

"What's Wrong? Come on Talk to me.."
His Sudden Caress Of his thumb In my cheek Calmed me down so i could finally get some words out.

"I...I Hurt You. You Seemed Mad. And i felt Guilty. I-I thought i fucked up."
He Brought me in Closer As He Started explaining to me.

"I'm Not Mad at you, I Know it was an Accident. Don't worry I'm Ok, I'm Not Blee- Hurt or anything. I'm-Im fine."
And All of a Sudden i stopped.

"Bleeding? What do you mean Bleeding?"

"I Uhm...."
i sat up infront of Him as I Grabbed his wrist, The one i had hurt.
He immediately Snatched it Back. Like he didn't want me to see it or something.

"Show me...Please. I wanna know your Ok."
He Soon, Gave in and Gave me His wrist.
As i Took off all the Bandage i saw 2 Deep Cuts on his wrist, I Sat in Shock As I saw the Not so healed one, And the damage it took on Chris's Wrist.

"Chris...What is This For?...What happened?"

"i...I just wanted to feel something again, Ever since Susan Left. I Started to feel Numb. So i used A blade i had lying around to see if it worked. And it did. But i think i found the real Solution now."
He Looked up at me with Tears in His Eyes.

"What's The Solution?"
I wiped the tears from my Face as he took his hand back and Began wrapping his wrist again.

"It's uh...Its sitting right infront of me."
It took me a second, then i finally realized what he was talking about.

"But Chris...We Just Met..."
He sighed and A tear fell from his Blue eyes.

"I, I Know. But I haven't had any human contact in 3 weeks now, And ever since i went to that God damn coffee shop and met You i knew, You we're gonna be For me. I knew that there was something inside you that was in nobody else. You were So Handsome sitting At that table and i couldn't help but go up and talk to you and i'm glad i did, Because Of you Eddie, I finally can feel something again. I finally Feel Happy. I Feel Ok again."
he looked up at me Wiping his Tears.

"I can say the same. these last 2 months have been so, Draining. So Lonely. I haven't talked to anyone Besides my coworkers and my boss. That's it. Then you came along and in the coffee shop i was Spying on you too, I was so attracted to You and i don't know why. But here we are. I Slept with You, I'm in your Apartment and This is where we are now."
We smiled at each other as he quickly Brung me in for another hug.

"I'm glad i found you. If i didn't I think I'd still Be The same miserable man i've been the past 3 Weeks. And i was getting tired of it. So i'm glad you Came along, Edward Vedder."
I Looked up at him and Smiled As he smiled back.

"I'm glad i Found you too, Christopher Cornell."
We Laughed at ourselves as he layed his head on my shoulder never Leaving my side.
How did i get so Lucky?