The Cure

Guitar Lulluby

It was Now Early in the morning.
Eddie was Supposed to be coming in an Hour.
I needed to fix everything up.
I hid the Blood stained Blade in one of my drawers in a Little Box.
And I Removed the blood stained sheets from my Bed.
throwing on a Clean White sheet for now.
I looked over at the Shiny Red Wood Custom Acoustic Guitar In the corner of my Room that I haven't touched in a couple of days.
I remember i would play it all the time For My ex.
I think that's why i wouldn't touch it.
But i cant think about her and be sad now, Eddie's On his Way.
Everytime i remembered Eddie was coming My heart Dropped.
Which i'm assuming was The excitement.
I've missed having People around.
I opened up the curtains to See outside.
And it was beautiful.
Snow still on the ground and Everywhere else, The sun bouncing right off of it, Making it look like heaven on earth.
That's when i heard a Knock on the door.
It was Eddie.
I Quickly Looked at myself in the mirror.
I had on Black Jeans, Black and White converse and a Maroon Button up.
My Favorite color.
I walked over to the door and Opened it, To see Eddie in all His Beauty.
A Red Plaid Button Up, Jeans like mine and A Metallica Shirt.

"Oh, You Like Metallica Too?"

"No way you like Metallica?"
I Welcomed him in As We had a Talk together About Metallica.

"Yea man they're my Favorite Band. I Listen to them a lot"

"I've never met someone who likes Metallica Like i do, What about Pantera?"

"Of Course, I like a Lot of Bands."
I noticed that We were becoming Closer just by this little metal head talk between us.
He Soon looked over At my Guitar that was sitting in the corner of my room.

"You Play?"

"Of course i do, I've been playing for A couple years now."

"It's beautiful."
I smiled at him as he admired the Guitar.

"Yea, I haven't Played it as often though. I haven't been doing a lot lately. Ever since she left me."
He looked at me in confusion.

"What do you mean She?"
And here we go.
I knew this was gonna Happen.
But it's best to rant about it than to keep it all in.

"Well, A couple weeks ago I had this girlfriend who had left me For the way my mental Health was. She Packed all of her things and i woke up and she was gone. i haven't heard a word from her since. I played that Guitar for her all the time, I gave her my All. And she left me within a heartbeat. I didn't mean to Be that sad around her but-"

"That's nothing You Can Help."
I looked up at him as he has this concerned look on his face.

"Whatever your feeling right Now, Is Valid. Just because She didn't like how you were at the time with your mental health shouldn't mean a damn thing. And don't bash yourself for it. It's really nothing you Can Control. Forget about her. Move on. She wasn't good for you. You may be sad now but in a couple of weeks or months You'll feel like a Better man. With a New person."
I Smiled at him, God he cared so much.

"Maybe your right."
We smiled at each other, And his smile was so comforting.
I couldn't explain What i felt but i Felt something.
I Finally Felt something.
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It was now night time and Me and Eddie and a Wonderful day together. We drank a couple Beers, Spun a couple records, Talked about All sorts of things, Had some laughs, And he seemed to be having alot of fun here.
And i was finally having fun too.
I finally Felt something.
And i was Happy with him around.

"So, About that Guitar."
we both Looked over at it.
I knew exactly what he wanted and i gave in.

"What should i play?"
I Got up and Grabbed the Red wood Custom and Sat down Next to him, He was laying down on my bed all snuggled up And He looked comfy.

"Whatever you can come up with."
I decided to Play My original "Seasons" for him.

"Summer Nights and long warm Days, Are stolen as the old moon falls, Ans the mirror shows another face, Another place to hide it all...another place to hide it all, And i'm lost, Behind,words i'll never find, And i'm left, Behind, As seasons roll on by, Sleepin with a Full moon blanket, Sanding feathers for my head, Dreams have never been the answer, And dreams Have never made my bed. Dreams have never made my bed, And i'm lost, Behind, The words i'll never find, And i'm left, Behind, As the seasons roll on by." well i wanna filly above the storm, But you can't grow feathers in the rain, Ans the naked floor is cold as hell, The naked floor reminds me, The Naked floor reminds me, That i'm lost, Behind, The words i'll never find, and i'm left, Behind, As the seasons roll on by, If i should be short on words and long on things to say, Could you crawl into my world and take me worlds away, Should i be beside myself, and not even stay, Well I'm Lost, Behind, The words i'll never find, And i'm left, As the seasons roll on by."
And as i looked at Eddie.
He was fast asleep.
I smiled at him as i Saw his Hair was Draped over his Face by the slightest bit making him look so Unforgettable.
I Softly moved his Hair out of the way as he Gave me a light smile in his Sleep.
I smiled even brighter as i Put the Guitar away Quietly.
I did not mind Sleeping with Him one bit.
And i didn't mind that he was Here either.
it was Nice finally Having someone Here.
I crawled into bed with Him and Covered him up Rightfully and We were fast asleep.