His Biggest Fan

CHAPTER 5

A great sunshine morning greets us from bed.  I slept like a baby and in his arms.  We had our last night together.  He is leaving for two weeks.  As soon as that thought lingers in my brain I feel a deep sadness lurking in me.  I don’t want him to leave, but I know he must.  I’m scared he might not come back.  What if he realizes he made a huge mistake and leaves me for good?  This great sunshine day is turning out to be weary and dreadful for me.

I lie on his chest for a moment trying to drink him all in before that dreadful departure.  He smells so good, I feel safe in his arms.  He breathes in as I kiss his chest and cuddle as close as possible on his side and arms.  I want to hold him like this forever.  He is so much more to me than I’ve ever hoped.  I can’t believe I told my mom and sister I loved him.  I know I love him, but why did I have to say it out loud?  It just went out before I realized I had said it.  Does he feel the same way?  Does he love me?  I will not tell him the dreaded L word until he says it first.  I would feel terrible if I said it first and he doesn’t feel the same way.

He stirs from under me, “good morning baby.”  He says yawning.  He shifts to move me closer to him and kisses my head.  We are now cuddling each other in a tight embrace.

“Good morning,” I take a deep breath and kiss his chest.

“Let’s stay home today to enjoy each other.  My flight is at three o’clock.”  He murmurs.

I look up to him, “I know don’t remind me.”  I pout.

“It’s okay baby…” He whispered and placed his fingers beneath my chin. My eyes meet his and he leans in to kiss me gently.

Our lips are made for each other. He pulls back and leans his forehead to mine. I feel him smiling. Then the most unexpected words come from his wonderful lips.  “I love you.”

“I love you too.” I whisper. I meant it with all my heart. I can’t believe he feels the same for me.  I blink rapidly my heart is pounding away like crazy.  I feel dizzy and I think I might still be sleeping.  Did he just say he loved me?  Me?  He kisses me again and this time I feel his need for me like I did last night.

Last night we made love like never before.  It was different somehow, like our bodies were becoming one.  We moved our bodies like never before.  Most gentle and sweet, more love, with each touch, kiss, and movement there was love.

His kiss is full of need, want and love all at once.  He’s touch is different, it’s like he’s trying to memorize every inch of my body with his hands.  He slides his hands and slowly caresses every bit of my skin.  He doesn’t leave anything undiscovered.  He explores every corner and feels every bit of me.  My skin is on fire as he traces his soft warm hands to my inner thighs and up to the most sensitive part of my body.

“This is mine,” he groans in my mouth and kisses me again with so much love and desire in his kiss that makes my whole body shiver.

“Ian….. please,” I breathe pleading.

He continues the sensual caress on my sex.  “You feel deliciously wet baby.”  His breathing is ragged, matching mine.

He ends my agony by making sweet love to me.  If I thought last night was wonderful, this is topping that and more.  I have never felt so loved in all my life.  This breathtakingly beautiful man loves me and only me.  He makes me his over and over again.  Can’t love making get any better than this?  Two bodies intertwined as one.  He truly belongs to me and I forever will be his.  My body shattered into a million pieces as I come in his arms.  Tears flow down my cheeks as my orgasm expands all around me like never before.

He groans as he releases himself into me, “I love you baby.”  He breathes.  He stays still looking into my eyes as he says it again.  “I love you Eliana.”