His Biggest Fan

Untitled Part 22

He leans closer again and I gesture him to stop and he does, "baby this pictures are old, this magazines are lying.  I never went back with her it was all a misunderstanding."  He smiles and leans in again.

"If it was all a misunderstanding than why didn't you call me to ask me about what Robert said?"  I scowl at him, but I can't keep a straight face.  All I want to do is run to him and kiss him.

He leans in closer giving me his smoldering look, "I was pig headed, stubborn, an idiot even but I never stopped loving you.  I can't believe this happened."  He grunts out of frustration while running his hands through his hair.

"So much has happened Ian, we can't just start where we left off."  I frown and my heart is pained.

He is finally in front of me and I step back, "why can't I touch you?  It almost seems like forever since I've touched you.  You don't know how much pain I went through.  I thought you both were together and it drove me insane.  I wanted to come and confront you both but my pride got in the way."  He looks pained.

My tears flow down my cheeks I couldn't hold them back any longer.  "I went through hell when I thought you left me to go back with her.  I don't want to go through that pain ever again."  I wipe my tears away not meeting his eyes.

He leans in and grabs my face with both hands.  "Look at me baby," he whispers.  His voice warm and I feel his sweet breath in my face.  "I will never hurt you again."  He doesn't take his eyes of mine.

I pull out of his hands and walk away from him, "I can't take that chance, it took a lot for me to recover."  I murmur wiping more tears away.

He turns to face me, "did you stop loving me Eliana?"  He breathes in as if someone punched him in the stomach.

I stay silent for a moment.  I don't know what to say.  I will always love this man but I'm afraid if I give in.  I might die next time around.

He looks down and then to me again this time he has tears in his eyes.  "Your silence answered my question.  Do you love someone else?  Robert?"  He says clearing his throat.

I am silenced by fear, I'm afraid to deny it and I'm afraid to confirm it.  More tears fall down my face and I quickly wipe them away.

"I guess it's my fault, I lured you to him.  I gave him you in a silver platter and he didn't waste any time to win your heart."  His eyes are blazing and he wipes away a tear.

He walks towards me and grabs my arms, "tell me you don't love me and I promise I will walk away and never come back.  Tell me you fell in love with him."  He is breathing hard now.  He puts his forehead to mine and I feel his warm intoxicating breath.  "Tell me baby," his voice is slow and tears fall down his face.

It pains me to see him cry, all I want to do is tell him I love him.  I want him to know that I never stopped.  He quickly hugs me tight to him and I push him back but it was too late.

He steps back stunned, "what is that?  You're pregnant?"  He asks confused.

"Yes."  I say simply caressing my stomach and now full blown unstoppable tears begin anew.

"I'm a stupid fool.  This is why you stopped loving me.  Robert is the father and that's why you stopped loving me."  He runs his hands through his hair again.

"There you go again making assumptions, this is why it would never work out between us."  I say dryly wiping away my tears.

He turns to me with anger in his eyes, "what do you want me to think Eliana.  Wait a second, who's the father?"  His lips part and he breathes loudly.