His Biggest Fan

Untitled Part 24

He grins and quickly grabs my hips and puts me on top of him.  I gaze into his eyes and push him down to the bed as I push myself onto him.  I think we will never get tired of this.  Our bodies crave every touch, every movement and we devour each other over and over again.  We make love like never before. 

      We come undone at the same time, with more love and strength as ever.  I welcome every sensation in my body and tears begin to slide down my cheeks as we both cry out together.

      We held each other close and we fall asleep into each other's arms. 

      That night I dream of Ian and a small boy that looks just like him.  They are both playing in a park.  The small boy is on Ian's shoulders.  They both look so happy, I join them and grab the little boy and swing him in my arms.  He giggles, "Mommy, swing me around."  I smile and swing him around.  I know now that this little boy is my son.  He has his father's eyes.  The lightest blue eyes I've ever seen.  He hugs me tight and suddenly Ian is gone.  I look everywhere but I don't see him.  My son in my arms begins to cry, "Where's daddy mommy?"  He asks weeping into my arms.  I cry and hold my son tight to me, consoling him as he cries for his daddy. 

      I cry out and quickly wake up, "it was only a dream."  I say panting.

      Ian quickly wakes me, "Baby what's wrong?  Did you have a nightmare?"  He asks concerned.

      "Yes," tears flow down my cheeks.

      He wipes my tears away, "what do you dream about?"  He asks as he pulls me to his chest.

      "It started off good; we were at a park playing with our son."  I say explaining.

      "Our son?"  He asks smiling.

      "Yes, he looked just like you.  I loved his laugh, we were both playing with him.  But suddenly you were gone and our son started to cry for you.  I looked and looked for you and I couldn't find you.  I felt powerless for my son, I didn't like seeing him cry."  I murmur into his chest.

      He picks up my chin and he looks into my eyes, "I will never leave you again, I swear it.  Please don't cry."  He wipes my tears away and kisses my eyes with his soft warm lips.

      He cradles me in his arms, "You and our son are everything to me.  Please believe that baby, I will never walk away from my family."  He says holding me tight to him.

      He leans down and kisses my tummy, "you hear me baby, I love you so much.  You and your mommy are my world and I will protect you both always."  He whispers into my stomach, making the baby move once again.

      "He moved again, it's weird that he moves more now.  Every time you talk to him he moves around."  I say smiling..

      He holds me to his arms again, "it's because he knows it's his daddy talking."  He murmurs and caresses my tummy, making him move gain. 

      We both laugh and I quickly forget about my horrible nightmare. 

TO BE CONTINUED............................................