dream a little (dream of me) | genshin impact

sixteen

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When you finally wake up, you feel like someone brought you back from the dead.

You can barely breathe without it feeling like the oxygen is ripping your lungs to shreds. But before you can asphyxiate yourself, a familiar figure hands you a glass of water, along with a handful of dried leaves. You glance up at Hu Tao in confusion as she stares at you nonchalantly.

"You were in the in-between for gods-know how long," the director reminds you. "Go chew on those to recover."

"...I was what?"

"You were as good as dead." The sound of Xingqiu's familiar voice makes you jump, but the incubus simply turns the page on his novel from where he's seated by the foot of the unfamiliar bed. "I've heard of succubi going a few weeks without food, but two months? Do you have a death wish?"

Your head is spinning from all the whiplash, and you actually take Hu Tao's advice and drink some water before chewing on her magic leaves. But when you notice that there's someone else occupying the mattress with you, your heart soars with relief.

"Hello," Zhongli greets you.

"Hi," you greet him back.

In your peripheral, you can see Hu Tao mouthing something you can't decipher to Xingqiu – a message that your incubus friend is quick to pick up on before the two of them step out of the room to give you more privacy. Now that you noticed it, you were probably taken up to the director's quarters at some point during your coma. Either way, once the door clicks shut, it's just you and Zhongli – the first time you've been alone with him since that night in your apartment.

"I guess the cat's out of the bag now, isn't it?" you say nervously, unsure where you should even begin. But you suppose an apology is a good starting point. "I'm...sorry. For everything."

Zhongli sighs, sitting up right to pull you in a tight hug. The abruptness of the gesture makes you drop the leaves on the bed, stunning you into complete silence.

"I thought I lost you," he nearly chokes – a sound that you never would've imagined Zhongli making. "I thought I'd never see you again."

The pure anguish in his voice makes your heart clench, and now that you have a body that actually lets you feel things, you're finally given the familiar sensation of eyes stinging with tears. You return Zhongli's embrace with equal fervor – letting yourself sob into the hollow of his neck.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," you babble, chest seizing with tremors as you curl your fingers into his hair. "I never should've hidden the truth about me. I never should've meddled with the past. And... I never should've questioned the way you feel about me."

You can feel Zhongli's erratic pulse against your chest, and you find the fact that it's possible for his heart to race a relief to know. When he pulls away, his cheeks are wet with tears – not the golden liquid that poured from Rex Lapis' eyes, but the very same tears that you're crying right this second.

This is your Zhongli. This is the man you fell in love with.

You wonder why you even tried to change a past he experienced in a different life – knowing full well just how different he is from the God of Contracts.

"I love you," you murmur, pressing your forehead against his. "Zhongli, I love you."

"And as I do you," he breathes. "The director and the Guhua boy have already informed me of your...special circumstances, but I'd like to hear the tale of your escapades in my dreams some other time."