"How dare you!?" (Bellatrix Black X Reader)

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Y/n's POV

I arrived to our house. I haven't been here in a long time, so the first thing I did was cleaning. I flicked my wand a couple of times and it was done. Then I went to the bedroom. The beautiful beige walls and furnishings were still looking like they were bought yesterday. We had a balcony in the bedroom so one could look out and be mesmerised by the sea.

I went downstairs to the kitchen, which was connected to the living room. Mixing white and beige was a great idea by...Bella. As I was walking around, now in the living room, my heart shattered a bit. We hung pictures almost everywhere we could. One from our second date, one when we had a vacation here for the first time, just memories laying around. I broke down on the couch.

Bellatrix Black is the love of my life. No matter how unhealthy were our attachment sometimes, no matter the miscommunication we encountered more than I could count now, I would put my life in that woman's hand any time of any day. I feel like someone took my heart and soul out, and stabbed it in front of me.

I went out to our backyard, took some log in with me to the fireplace. "Incendio" suddenly there was fire and I felt calmer a bit. I made some tea, got a weighted blanket and started reading a random book, trying to silence the void that the missing of the older woman has caused me.

Bellatrix's POV

I was standing at the front door of my sister's house and knocking like a maniac. Then Dobby opened the door finally "Welcome Ms. Black-" I didn't have time for that "Where is Narcissa?" Dobby looked a bit intimidated "Mistress is in the library, Ms. Black" I wasted no time running up the stairs, go straight on the foyer for the library.

"Who the h-Bellatrix, what are you doing here?" Narcissa looked up from her book, trying to figure out my abrupt appearance. "I need your help. I fucked up. I mean I didn't but I feel kinda like I did although I-" my rambling made my sister get up "Bella, shut up. I don't understand anything. Sit down and try to explain as much as you can, please" I did what I was told. Narcissa got us some tea and I told her everything that happened.

"So, let me get this straight. That bitch, who just started to work for your department was trying to "help you with work", made some questionable comments and flirting with you from time to time. Then you told her you have a girlfriend, she did not give a single fuck and kissed you?" I also let Narcissa use legilimens on me, to prove myself further "Yes".

"Then that sneaky motherf- I mean Michelle sent a letter to your house, Y/n found it and she packed her things, left and we don't know where the fuck she is" I have never heard Cissy cuss this much in our entire lifes. "Basically yes Cissa. You have to help my find her because there is no fucking way I will loose the love of my life as a result of a misunderstanding " Tiny tears started to stream down my cheeks, my sister hugging me immediately.

"Well, let's think for a second. She is definitely not on any of your properties. So, does her friends or family has an estate somewhere?" I was trying to remember "Her friends are the same as mine, so that is not really option, since she is a private person, she would've had to tell someone in order to get to their property" after some time I remembered. "Her family has an estate in France" I'm praying that she's there.

She smacked my head from behind "Don't fucking sit here and drink goddamn tea Bella, go and get your woman for fuck sake" I swear Narcissa is so scary when she's in this demanding-mother mode. "Jesus Christ, how can you smack this strong?" she grinned a bit "Do you want another one or will you finally get your shit together and go to bloody France" I apparated immediately, not wanting to make Cissy angrier.

I got to the entrance of the house, my whole body was shaking. I wanted to knock, but the door was already opened a tiny bit. I went in, took my high heels off and started to search for y/n. First I went upstairs to the bedroom, bathroom but she wasn't there. Then I headed to living room and there was my baby. Sleeping soundly, a book was on her chest.

Y/n looked so adorable, even with her puffy eyes. I would love to watch her some more, but we have to talk. "Y/n" I sit down next to her "Y/n, wake up"

Y/n's POV

"Y/n, wake up" someone was talking to me. They sounded just like Bella. Wait, they sound EXACTLY like Bellatrix. I opened my eyes and there she was, sitting in front of me. "What are you doing here?" my body was too tired to start shouting, or even sitting up. "We need to talk, y/n. I am not going to loose you over anyone" she stated and I scoffed.

"Yeah, well, you should've thought about that when you bent over Michelle" she rolled her eyes at me, I got up but she grabbed my wrist and pulled me down next to her. "Bellatrix, let me go!" of course, she didn't do what she was told. "Use legilimens on me my love" that was a weird request, she was the most guarded person I've ever met.

"Why would I do that?" she didn't even answer my question "Do it, y/n. Please" she sounded desperate, so I did. I went through some of her memories, but I wanted to see only one right now, hoping for a better outcome. I finally found it, Bellatrix didn't even try to bring her guards up.

•the memory•
"So Ms. Black, are you single?" asked Michelle with a flirty tone, biting her lip. It made me quite uncomfortable, I concentrated on the legal paper she gave me. "No, I have a girlfriend" I answered her with a smile on my face. I should get home soon, it's past 12 pm now and I miss y/n.

"Oh" she wasn't as cheery now. After some time, she started to walk towards me, I was standing between my desk looking for a contract among the insane amount of paper on my desk. Michelle now stood next to me, stopped my hands "She's so lucky to have a woman like you" I smiled a bit and the next thing I felt was her lips on mine. What the- I pushed her off of me.

"What are you doing Michelle?" she had a dumbfounded face expression "I- I thought you wanted me to do that" what is this woman talking about? "No, I definitely didn't want anything from you" I packed my briefcase "You're fired Michelle"
then I apparated home.
•end of memory•

Now I felt like a fool. She didn't cheat. My emotions got the best of me. Oh my god, I- "So, will you forgive me, baby?" she was asking for MY forgiveness? And I wanted to break up with THIS WOMAN? I have to learn how to control my emotions (me too y/n, me too). "I am asking for your forgiveness Bella. It was foolish of me to-" she put her index finger in my lips, signaling me to shut the hell up. The older woman held my waist and made me sit on her lap.

"Y/n, the thought of me disappointing you was the worst pain I've ever felt. I love you so much, way too much to even get myself into a situation where there is a possibility of loosing you. I could never bear that pain, darling" We both started crying "I chose you in the past and I'm choosing you over anything and anyone every day. To wake up next to you in the morning and go to sleep by your side at night is the greatest blessing for me. I love you to the extent I didn't know was possible. I'm trying to worship the ground you walk on, to never make you feel like you're alone. I love you y/n y/l/n, I love you" she kissed my forehead and now our crying seemed unstoppable.

"I don't even know where to start Bella. I'm so sorry for getting angry because of an assumption. For running away. For making you feel like you're a disappointment, because you were never and will never be one for me. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I could never apologise enough for this, my love" the older woman let out a tiny chuckle with tears down her face, she wiped my face with her hands.

"Can I kiss you, y/n?" this woman was perfect in every way "Please do" and in no time her lips was on mine. The kiss gave me so much comfort and being in my lover's arms just felt heavenly. We pulled away after a while "I love you Bellatrix Black. I love you so much" peppering her face with kisses made the woman below me chuckle "I love you too darling. My precious baby"
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Heyyy
I teared up a bit writing this🤧writing really is a great coping mechanism.
Hope you liked it! I'm lacking ideas rn, sooo the next one shots might be delayed.
Have a great day loves❤️

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