"Hindi ka na ulit makakalabas ng kwartong to!" Natatakot sya, nanginginig, walang syang magawa kundi umiyak. Madilim, masikip at mainit. Natatakot sya sa daddy nya, pero wala syang magawa. Mabait at mapagmahal ang daddy nya, pero malupit itong magparusa.
"How many times do I need to teach you those steps!!? Your such a stupid, dumb and worthless child ever!" Her mom's angry again. Masakit na ang paa nya, hindi na nya kaya. But if she's going to disobeyed her and give up, mas lalo lang itong magagalit. Ofcouse she tride to say " mom my feet already hurt's and I'm so tired" but she'll ignore her again.
"Your not going out of this room untill you perfect it! Perfect Bi! Perfect.." tinanguan nya ito habang pilit na pigilan ang luha. Yes, her mom was so perfectionist, because people say's she is. And she needs to be like her.
"Oh come on baby..make mommy proud of you" she love her mom. Yes she's perfectionist but still she's sweet and she knew that she love's her. Scary but sweet. Her mom always say that she loves her . And going to loves her more if she's going to be perfect. She's just only seven years old that time and she never heard the say'n that "nobody's perfect" because since birth she needs to be one.
"I love you bestfriend!" Niyakap sya ng isang payat na batang babae na kaidad nya. Her one and only friend, lagi nya itong pinoprotektahan. She love's her also, because Sia was the only and the other one ,who say's that she love her after her parents and kuya.
"I'm always here Sia" lagi nya itong sinasabi sa bestfriend. Her bestfriend became dependent to her, because she teach her to be dependent to her.
"Your parent's doesn't and never love you Sia, I'm just the only one love's and willing to protect you" mula ng mag kakilala sila ay laging nasa tabi sya ng bestfriend, lagi kasi itong binubully ng mga bata at sinasaktan ng father nya. Walang oras at pakealam ang mommy nito.
"I know Ryenna, thank you very much, your are the only one I have, I owe my life to you." Mahal na mahal ni Sia si Ryenna lahat ng sinasabi nito'y sinusunod nya. Natatakot syang iwan nito.
"I told you to practice hard!"
"But I'm tired" nahihirapang sabi ni Sia habang umiiyak. They are at the fifth grade that time.
"Do you think I'm not?!"
"I know you too, can we please take a break?"
"No sweet Sia, I'll never befriend you if you'll not make it perfect until tommorow"
"But Ryeena..you can't do this to me" nagmamakawang sabi ng bestfriend nya "please your the only one that I have , please don't do this me"
"I won't leave you Sia, ofcourse I'm the only one who love and you have. But I don't love dumb, pathetic and worthless people. You have to be perfect co'z I love perfect Sia, and you know that right?" mahinahong paliwanag nya sa kaibigan, inaalo nya ito habang umiiyak.
"I know, i'll do everything to be perfect so please don't leave me Ryenna"
Naglalakad si Ry sa eskinita ng may narinig sya.
"Jockpot tol! Malaki tubos nito, anak ni mayor tol!" Hinanap nya kung saan galing ang nagsasalita.
May nakita syang limang mukhang adik na lalaki at isang kaedaran nyang nakatali. Mukhang napag tripan ito't balak gawing kidnap and ransom. Umiiyak lang ang hostage na lalaking bata. Wala itong ginagawa para ipagtanggol ang sarili. Naaawa? Oo nakakaawa ang sitwasyon ng bata. Pero ayaw nya ng taong iyakin, she don't like pathetic and weak people. Habang nag paplano ang mga kidnapper ay nasa sulok lang sya't naghihintay. Hindi sya makikita dahil nagtatago lang sya sa sulok, relax lang sya't tila tumatambay lang sa mall at nagpapalamig. And why she needs to be afraid? Walang mangyayari kung matatakot sya. She's been scared for a lot of years in her life, she mastered the art's of being numb for the past years. Tatawanan nalang nya ang ganitong sitwasyon. But ofcourse she's still human. She still know how to scared when it comes to her family. She's scared to loosed them, she's scared if they will leave her. Because all her ife, she made everything to have them stay at her side. She's scared na lahat ng effort nya ay mapunta sa wala. Hindi sya papayag na mawalang kwenta ang lahat ng pinagdaanan nya. Pinaghirapan nya ang lahat ng meron sya kaya hindi sila pwedeng mawala at umalis. Wala silang karapatang iwan sya. Sya lang ang may karapatang mang iwan, wala ng iba.
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