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The torture, the pain, the abuse, the ignorance; this all tortured the poor boy.

He wished he could end this tolerance. He wished he could just pass away with his parents, so he wouldn't be able to go through this, ever.

He wished he didn't listen to his mother. He wished he didn't listen to her so he could have been with them right now.

He hated it.

Hated it till the depth of the most darkest and farthest parts of his heart. He just wanted to run away from this, not suffer ten times more than he did.

He desperately wished to see his parents once more, be able to touch them and realise they wouldn't disappear.

He really hated this woman, which was now legally his 'mother', even when they were his own blood. No child could hate a person as much as the little boy hated the woman, no, the little devil from hell.

His mother always told him that she'll always stay beside him, and always help him in every turn of life, but if his mother wasn't here, who would help him?

Who would sing him those melodious songs to sooth him from the pain? Who will help him get up after he fell?

He always imagined being with his parents, his sister, and his friends in a big enough, cozy home. But his heart would always remind him the harsh truth before he could even smile from the thought; his parents were dead. And they would never come back.

Ever.

The poor boy just wanted two loving people in his lives; one who he could proudly and lovingly call 'eomma' and the other who he could bravely and blissfully call 'papa'. The poor boy just wanted that, nothing else.

And for a few years,

He just wanted to get away. From everything. From every pain he ever suffered. From the torture he had gone through. From the ignorance that broke his heart.

He wanted to get away from it all, but what about his only friends? What about his only family members?

What would he do when he really decides to leave them? He could never live without his friends', his uncle's and sister's company. Never.

He wanted to escape.

But also,

He had one dream. One goal.

To have a peaceful life, without any problem that could irritate him or give him anxiety.

Be... problem free and pain free.

Have such a life, that only laughter could be heard around wherever he would be living. Have such a life that life itself would never even think twice of ruining his happiness. Of hurting his heart ever again.

Have a smile curled up, always on his lips, there shouldn't ever be a reason why. Have no other thought of his past, because of his hypnotizing and blissful present.

He wanted to have a house so, so far away from any other life source, from any other wandering soul, and live with his friends and his sister, and one, special person, who would be the reason for his smiles, that he would never be able to think about pain and pressure.

A person, who would be he reason he would still be living for. Have such a partner, that would never get tired of talking and laughing with the boy, which seemingly irritated everyone except his close ones.

He always wanted that kind of a person to lead him throughout the rest of his life. That would be his treasure after sailing hundreds of seas in the search of it.

He always liked, no, loved a house which would be big and cozy enough for him, and would have gardens and trees and hills all around it. At the start of his day, he would only be able to smell the relaxing fragrance of the soil, the leaves, and the flowers all around his house. Have his heart and lungs filled with the little things and fragrances of our mother nature.

He always wanted to wake up with his special one on his side, birds chirping outside the house and the sunlight curling in the room. That was his one and only goal. To keep himself, and his friends, and his sister, and that one, special person, happy. Protected. Safe. Free. To be free, of everything, anything, everyone and anyone.


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Am really sorry if this was short but I was running out of ideas and words T.T

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· first day
· the meeting    

These are enough hints I think :v see you next Friday I guess-

bye guys! STAY safe, strong and happy, have fun, take care, sleep well if you'll be doing so, have fun, again, take care, ilysm, you're my universe, my everything, my life, my soul, a big part of my heart <3, i hope every day of yours is awesome like today, ilysmmmmmmmm!!!

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