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1ST POV.
warning, this chapter is kinda cringe lol
Tw; intrusive thoughts???
" why don't you find girls your age? you're friends with a bunch of boys. ", a lady that was twice my age told me, a cigarette hanging from her bright red lips, and her nails long and colorful.
i spread out my legs and whine, sprawling my arms across the table booth.
this lady worked at this very diner i say in, she found me interesting and came over to me on her lunch break, claiming she saw me a few times with gon, killua, kurapika, and leorio, even sungi.
" i haven't met any girls my age, and besides- there's nothing wrong with the friends i have now! ", i pout and cross my arms, kicking my right leg over my left knee and turn my head toward the window, looking away from the lady.
" boys are rough, and they take advantage of little girls like you. i remember when i was your age, i hung out with a lot of boys too, but then i ended up falling for one of them, and he broke my heart but finding a new girl. the only difference between us was that she was better, and i was a nerd. ", she said and blew out her smoke, which made me wonder if this diner allowed smoking.
" but my friends aren't like that, and i've known kura for all of my life, and leorio is a lot older than me. i think he's maybe twenty. ", i say and tap my cheek, thinking it through.
" well, i guess you'll just find out. oh, look... here come your little boy friends now. ", she says and snickered a raspy smokers' snicker, and i scrunch up my nose at her tobacco breath.
" they're not my boy friends. " i hiss and grab the menu that laid out in front of me, fanning the air that suffocated me and hid my steaming face behind the lamented paper.
i assumed that the lady was referring to gon and killua, since they agreed to hang out since kurapika and leorio were busy with their everyday lives, it was really saddening that even though we've been away from each other for years, kurapika still can't hang out.
it's for the best, he has a good job that involves uncovering the eyes of our clans, so i shouldn't be mad and selfish.
the though of killua or gon being my boyfriend though...? i shifted uncomfortably, it couldn't be so bad, but i only thought of them as friends since i met them, and killua even hated me for a while so i clung onto gon for dear life.
