you will always be my home

falling like the stars

Kara's pov;

"What do you mean Kara, you're beautiful." Lena said to me. It was things like that, that made me want to drop everything and kiss her. 'But you have a boyfriend, that you love. Lena's just a friend.' That never fucking convinces me. It's just I thing I guess i'll always want. "So are you, Lena. I hope you know that." I remarked, smirking. I sounded like I was flirting. And who's to say I wasn't? "Okay, well, I better get going. You know, National city traffic." She said and I frowned. "I don't want you to leave. Please stay." I begged. She had so many facial expressions at that moment. Then I realized her heart started beating faster. It didn't make any sense.

I mean, we're just friends why would her heart race if I asked her to spend the night? "Are you okay?" I asked and I heard her clear her throat. "Oh- oh yes. Yeah, i'll stay- sorry." She finally bunched up some words that made since. "Okay. Want to watch a movie?" I asked and she shook her head. "Yes- I do, want to watch a movie later, but I have a request. And a question, but the- the question can wait." She finally finished and I smiled, "What's the request?"
"Well. You actually might think this is weird? Anyway, ever since I found out that you were supergirl, i've wanted to fly around the city, with just you- and me." I nodded at the request, "Why would you think thats weird?" I asked and raised her shoulders. "Okay well put your bag down." I said and she did.

After that, I opened up the window, and scooped her into my arms. She tensed up a bit at first, her heart rate increased. But, after a moment she got used to it. I flew through the window, lunging into the sky. "It's beautiful." Lena said and I nodded in agreement. "I come up here, whenever I need to get away from my problems or- anything." I said. "You know you can come to me. I'm always here. Or if you ever want to run away and get a completely new identity and job, i'm your girl." She finished and I blushed, smiling. "I've never had friends like you. You amaze me, you're so different. If I ever lost you- I don't know what i'd do without you." I blurted out, obviously not meaning to. "You mean more than you'll ever know to me, Kara Danvers." Lena said and we both smiled.

"What did you want to ask me?" I said lowering from the clouds. "Oh right!" I giggled at her forgetfulness. "I wanted to see if you wanted to- Holy shit! Is that the Statue of Liberty? How the hell did we get here so fast?" She asked and I laughed. "I'm supergirl, Lena. And supergirl is hungry, how about we get some food from Manhattan, or NYC, or Long Island. Whatever you want is fine." I finished. "Whatever you want, I want." She smiled, and so did I. I felt everything, every word she said to me meant something. She means so much to me, I swear to Rao, if I ever lose her, i'll lose myself- or everything. I wish I could tell her, how I felt for her, but I don't trust myself. I might act on it, and I have a boyfriend. Damnit, I did not mean to catch feelings for her. But she's so special, who wouldn't?

"You're so beautiful when you're thinking. I mean- you're beautiful all the time, of course." She said and blushing looking away. "You're blushing. Why? You don't have to be shy around me, Lena." I remarked. "It's nothing- anyway, where are we eating?" She changed the subject. "I don't know, let's land and figure it out." I said, and flew down to an alley way.

Eventually we had found some food, ordered, and started eating. "So. Have you thought more about Mon-El. And ya know." Lena stated. "Oh. No, not until now." I replied feeling tears appear. I knew it had to be done, I just didn't want to do it. "It makes me feel weak, useless. He loves me- he doesn't deserve—" Lena cut me off, "He doesn't deserve you. I see the way he treats you. I've already told you, you deserve better, more than anyone in the world. I just want you to be happy. Not trapped." She said. Damnit, why does she have to care so much. She just makes me fall harder- all the damn time. Not to mention the sex dreams, Rao, kill me now. Fuck. "Fuck what?" Lena said and I squinted. "Did I just- did I say that out loud?" I asked, my cheeks red. "Yeah." Lena laughed.

"Um. Anyway. Is the food good?" I asked trying to change the subject. "Yeah. Kale is always good." Lena said and I squinted, "I don't even know why I asked that, I knew the answer. You're a psycho- i'm bestfriends with a psycho."
"What! How?? Okay, I want you to give me five reasons why i'm a psycho." She protested. "Well, one, you like kale. Two, you like kale. Three—" "I know where this is going, give it up." Lena said and laughed. "It's true. But i'm stuck with you forever, I guess." I said sarcastically. Lena nodded in agreement, "I guess so? Yeah, lol."