if you have no yet read Reach For The Stars you should as this is the Sequel
When death comes knocking and know one know how to react after the incident. with guilt tugging everyone's hearts into different directions. Will things ever go back to...
Tw// Suicide attempt, death, Self Guilt, Blood, Hospital. (Half asleep posting this I'll proof read it tomorrow morning)
RING
The phone rang. Everyone rushed over to the all the phones lying flat on the table. It was Dreams.
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Darkness was my safe place. It started to feel like home. But something was missing. What was missing. I couldn't remember. If it was so important to me why can't I recall it. It felt like I was drowning. Why am I drowning. I'm supposed to be dead.
A small light appeared. This time I didn't wanna go towards it. It looked to be distanced from me. It's not like I could move.
I got worried. I wanted to know what was missing. This place wasn't home anymore; it was nothing short of a nightmare. The darkness seemed to grow but the light got brighter.
"AHHHHHH" I screamed but no one seemed to have heard me. I felt like I was falling. The light grew a little as I fell into the void. I could hear voices. "Phil go get something to eat Kristen is worried about you" that was followed by a sigh. The light grew bigger.
Beep
Beep
Beep
I could hear a sigh from George. I became more worried. I didn't wanna be alone anymore. I didn't know why. I have so many questions. Yet I can find any answers. The light grew bigger and bigger. As I fell I grabbed into the light and hugged it tight. Until I couldn't see it anymore.
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My body was in pain. My eyes slowly fluttered open. We're was I ? How did I get here? I tried to move to sit up. I geared a lot of the moment next to me. I looked over. It was Phil and George.
They both were crying. Why? I'm just gonna assume it has something to do with me in the hospital bed.
Everything seemed so loud. My ears were ringing. I lifted my hands slowly up to my ears to cover them. The lights were so bright. My head aches along with my body. I sucked it up though.
" Y/n do you know why you're here? " I didn't know how to answer. It was all too much. I hate hospitals. "Okay enough she just woke up. It's too much for her right now,"Phil replied. The doctors stepped back. They did check me out.
I looked around the room. There were bags on the couches. Did they sleep here? George walked over and put his hand on mine.
"Y/n I'm glad you're okay. " he gave me a reassuring smile. I gave him a confused look. I tried to remember what happened. Nothing. There was nothing. I was getting angry.
I just choose not to show it. my throat was dry so I couldn't respond. I pointed over to a water bottle and Phil grabbed it and handed it to me. I took a sip. Well more than that but no one seems to care.
" Um, why am I here? " I asked, my voice still raspy. Their sad hopefull smiles dropped. " Did I do something wrong, you look disappointed " I quickly.
"No no y/n you're doing great. It's just you can't remember" I made an O face. George must have hit the button for help. A doctor came in. " she can't remember why she's here" the doctor gave a pondering look.
" She has Amnesia. It means she won't be able to remember certain things. She will get these back but I don't know how long that will take. Some people take longer. " she stopped. Uh huh.
" y/n hun can you tell me the last thing you remember. " we moved Into the new house and videos coming up" I smiled excited for vision. " Y/n Vid con already happened. " Philly reminded me. I wanted to live it.
" Right now I wouldn't tell her what happened as right now it's very traumatic and I don't want to overwork her brain. '' Phil nodded and the doctor left.
I sighed. I just wanted to get up and move around but I couldn't. I sat there while I watched everyone else suffer. Why were they so sad.
Did I get hit by a car?That's something that would happen. I tend to walk without looking. That's very possible. That's the only thing I could think of. I heard someone walk in.
There were three people. One had fluffy brown hair and was fairly tall. The one next to him had curly blond hair with bright blue eyes. The third had bright green eyes and blond hair.
Who are they? Why does the one with blue eyes feel so broken and safe at the same time? They all hurt me. Why? Did I know them?I would have had to. Then again maybe not. We made eye contact and he frowned.
He knew I didn't recognize him. I think the real question was did he want to recognize me? Looking at him a part of me felt dead. The truth was no wanted neither of us wanted to be in this situation.
Yet here we are making eye contact waiting for one another. Waiting for what I couldn't tell you. It just felt right. Even though he was a stranger or was he?
A/n sad chapter as always. IF YOU EVER FEEL LIKE THIS REACH OUT FOR HELP. YOU ARE LOVED AND VALID. Please do get help your life is only just beginning. Like this book and it has so much more potential. Just know that everything will work out. I'M PROUD OF YOU ALL.
- Sunflowernotfound <3
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