Sleeping Under The Moonlight ( Tommyinnt x Reader)

Chapter 31

A vacation. It was a stepping stone for all of us. An attempt to all get along again. So not even 72  hours later our  flights were booked. 

The houses were buzzing and rushing to get things packed. Only if they knew what I had planned for us.  Out the door one by one we raced to the cars. We had a few hour drive to the airport.

We left our past regrets behind. This was a new start. A chance to try again and I'll be damned if I let this one go.

" Tommy, stop pushing me, " Tubbo complained. This only led Tommy to laugh. Ranboo was laughing as well.  Laughter filled the car just like It would on Christmas morning. Everyone was smiling, even me. Too bad we didn't have a fun Christmas this year.

I ruined that for us.

I ruined a lot of things.

I looked out the window and watched as we  passed other cars and buildings. I watch as  people walked down the street laughing and smile with each other.

I wish I had that.

The sun should be rising soon. The sky would glow orange and yellow like it did every morning. I would casually sit outside and watch the sun rise and maybe set later in the day. I wish I could see everyday like a new beginning. Sadly everyday feels the same. 

"Y/n what do you want we're stopping to get food quickly" will ask, breaking me from out of my thoughts. " Um I good I'm not hungary at the moment" I flashed him a short smile before looking back out the window. I could hear a sigh from Nikki. I chose to ignore it. 

Everyone began to tell him their orders so he could repeat it to the drive through worker. I slightly leaned my head against the window.  As I still had no idea what was going to happen on this trip.

I know I won't magically fix our friendship or make everything okay. I just wanna see everyone else happy for once instead of killing the mood. I wanted to watch them run around to do dumb things and to not worry about me.

I would give the world to see them smile like they used to. I would give the universe just to make everyone happy. Rather I know it wont work like that but who says it's not worth a try.

I put my air pods in for my thoughts to be drowned out by music. I did this regularly.

It seemed like time flew before we where already at the airport and on the plane. I did get us all first class since I have too much money to know what to do with. I did meet a fan today.

They were lovely. They said I was a very lucky person and that they have watched me for quite a while. It was a great conversation. I don't remember much as my mind  drifted off into all the way I was unlucky. 

I opened the window shutter. The clouds looked so fluffy and white. It was a beautiful thing to see. When I was little I always wondered what it would be like to touch a cloud. Even though I know it's impossible, it's a pretty cool idea to think about. I know clouds are made out of tiny water particles but I refuse to take the fun out of it. It's a little childish but who cares.

I did end up shutting the window and turning on a movie. I don't remember much as I fell asleep and woke up two minutes before the plane landed.

When the plane did land we all meet up in group and went to claim our bags. Next thing you know we are walking out of the glass door in the beautiful place known as....

A/n:

Hi I would like to apologize for the very long wait. I've been busy tring to work some things out in my own life. If im being honest its been quite difficult to keep up with. Now that my schedule has cleared and opened up I hoe to be more active. I know I kinda disappeared for a few months and I'm sorry about that. I hope this chapter makes it up a little bit. Remember to eat and drink and to remember that your all loved and valid.

Love, Sunflowernotfound