Sleeping Under The Moonlight ( Tommyinnt x Reader)

Chapter 24

Tw// mentions of suicide ( near end of chapter)

"Hello chat welcome back, I know I haven't streamed in a while sorry about that I was on vacation, But I do have Ranboo here with me. This is probably gonna be like a podcast." I let out a small laugh. 

" It's still weird knowing we have so many people who watch us play a block game" he shook his head with a laugh.

"Yeah it is now that I think about it.  I wouldn't change it for the world though. I get to make people happier.  I get to meet amazing people everyday like you, Tommy, dream, george, will and so many others."  It was a simple and heartfelt answer but I wouldn't change it.

" yeah I love the community I've built even though I've had help from others it feels good to have known I did it on my own."He laughed and I joined him.

" this is too sappy" I rolled my eyes and stood up. I grabbed my recorded player.  And Plugged it in. Chat started to pog.  "Uh do you have epilepsy?" I asked Ranboo and he shook his head no. My smile grew even bigger. 

"Chat, here's my warning, I'll be putting on the disco ball. It's dance party time and I want you all to be safe. So please if you can't do flashing lights please leave and be safe. "  Ranboo looked confused.

"You have a disco ball and a record player and didn't tell me" he acted offended. " yep go pick out a record" I pointed over to the records.

He got up so fast and practically ran over there. I saw viewers start to drop. I put a flash warning at the being of the title. So if anyone joined they could see the warning.

"Okay chat now's your last chance to log off, please be safe. " I got up and turned off the lights. "You have a lemon demon record" I could just hear the happiness in his voice.

"Uh huh" was a simple response. He gave me the record and I placed it on the player. Once it started to play I turned on the disco ball though the remote.

Multiple colors flashed on the walls as we jokingly sang and danced. Chat chanting lyrics, well typing but still.

I could just imagine them doing the same things we are but behind their screens. Purples and blues traced the wall along with oranges and reds. Greens with yellows.

It was fun and different from other people's streams.  We screamed our lungs out since no one could hear us. I'm so glad my room is soundproof. We danced around the room and sang  for what felt like hours. Not another care in the world.

That was until I got a knock at the door. I turned off the disco ball and the record. Ranboo muted the mic.

I opened the door to see Tommy then opened it all the way. That's when I realized it was six in the morning. Nice.  Tommy didn't look happy. I had no clue as to why.

"What's up Tommy" I gave him a confused look. "What's up? No, don't even start with that. The whole house has been looking for you" he was angry. Oh

" Um, I didn't know that, why didn't no one think to text me?" I questioned.

" We did and you didn't answer and neither did ranboo. So we spent the past few hours searching and calling you both. Only for you to be down stairs having a party and streaming." He paused trying to think of what to say next.

"You do realize it's 6:30 am and neither one of you has slept. Never even though to tell someone where you were y/n. Especially after you tried to kill your self" Tommy angrily spoke.

" Well if you had just looked at my stream in the first place you would have known I was fine. That's not my fault. No one in the house answers their phone when they're streaming so I simply don't see a problem with it." I stoped to try and calm down. I didn't want to yell. So I continued to reply calmly.

"I get your worried but isn't this  a bit much. Also you don't have to mention that I've tried to kill myself in every argument. I'm the one who did it and I'm sorry I put this whole house through hell," I frowned

"but I just wanted to have a fun chill stream and have it not be mentioned once. Thanks. I guess you can go tell the rest of the house that I'm fine. I'll be up in a minute" with that I shut the door. And looked over at ranboo. 

I walked over and went to unmute chat to see that we were never actually muted.

Shit. 

Shit.

Shit. 

"Uhh chat heard that whole thing didn't they" ranboos guilt flooded the room. "Yep" was all I could say. I was now going to have to explain the whole thing to chat on a different stream.

"I'm sorry I thought I muted us." His expression was very sad. I know he didn't mean to. I do it all the time.

"It's not your fault it was an accident. Don't worry about it Mr boob. " he sighed in relief knowing I wasn't mad at him.

"Well chat, I'm gonna end this here uh. I don't know what to say.  Um yeah so um I'm gonna go I guess I'll have to make a serious stream on this. But for now this is a bye. Drink water and take care of yourselves" I quickly ended the stream.

How the hell was I supposed to explain that to my chat.  Trick question: there's never a correct way to do it. I picked up a plastic bottle and threw it at the wall and screamed.

Ranboo just sat there with nothing to say. I can't blame him.  We both walked out of the streaming area and headed toward the living  room upstairs. I just assumed everyone was up there. I was correct.  Of course I was.

My phone was blowing up from tweets. I didn't even bother to try and look at Twitter. I already knew the mess that I would have to clean up.  Now I'm stuck in a room full of angry people.

Honestly what's new.