if you have no yet read Reach For The Stars you should as this is the Sequel
When death comes knocking and know one know how to react after the incident. with guilt tugging everyone's hearts into different directions. Will things ever go back to...
Tw// Suicide attempt, death, Self Guilt, Blood, Death
““Not all new beginnings are bad though now are they" he simply shook his head. I continue to open the door only to be washed away by pain.
My heart broke. Images of blood flashed. There I was on my floor. Red. All I could see was red.
Screams and cries were heard. My ears almost felt like they were ringing. I could feel things I didn't want to.
Unloved, hated, sad, lonely and most importantly guilty. My floor was lined with blood.
How could no one clean it. I ran down stairs and grabbed a mop. Along with multiple clearers.
I ran back up the stairs and Harshly started to mop the floor. Back and forth. I dipped the mop over and over again in cleaner and washed away.
The blood only spread. A puddle appeared. Watery blood. Tears flowed like water falls.
I wanted to erase the trauma now inscribed on the walls of this room. My reflection in the puddle seemed so clear. It was like a mirror.
Oh how I hated the mirrors. I wanted the memories that seeped through the floors to be gone. I almost collapsed before Tommy caught me.
" shhh I know its a lot I know" he hugged me. He didn't want to let go. I didn't want him to either.
The blood made me feel sick. Not only because it was my own but the awful things it's caused. Why didn't they clean it. They should have cleaned it.
I was left to stare at the blood that once seep through the floor and the memories that are now painted on the walls.
I might not even remember it all yet but one can only belive time heals. At least she hoped it would.
A/n quick little chapter I though it would be nice to throw in and extra chapter this week. Thank you for reading if you need help feel free to contact one of the number bellow. You are loved and valid and have a great weekend.
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