Reckless

Chapter 16

CHAPTER 16: Let me remind you

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Sobrang pagod na ko sa pag iyak. Ang sakit sakit na sa dibdib.

Matapos kong isend yung message na 'yun kay Roland iyak na ko ng iyak.

I was tired of crying. So sick of feeling terrible all the time. I just wanted this emotional roller coaster to stop.

If it's not because of my own recklessness I wouldn't be so disgusted with myself. I wouldn't have to let him go.

I wouldn't be this broken, miserable.

I fcking kissed him back. I cheated on Roland while he's patiently waiting for me to come home. I really needed to break up with him. Dahil 'yun din yung gusto kong gawin niya if he cheats on me, dahil 'yun ang tamang gawin.

Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras na kong nakaupo dito sa carpeted floor ng kwarto ko bago ko tuluyang nanigas sa kinauupuan ko nang biglang binuksan ng malakas na pwersa yung pintuan ng kwarto ko at iniluwa ang isang galit na galit na Roland.

Nakita ko kung pano nag tagis ang mga bagang niya nang magtama ang mga mata namin. He has clenched jaw, eyes with furry and balled fist. Halos mapalundag ako sa gulat sa sobrang lakas ng pagbukas niya ng pintuan.

Ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganitong takot mula sakanya, galit na galit talaga siya. Yung kabog sa dibdib ko pabilis ng pabilis.

"Get up." He said venomously.

Napalunok ako, fear surged through me.

"I said get up!" He barked and with four long strides nasa harap ko na siya, he held me by the arm and pulled me up to face him.

Alam kong magkakapasa ako dahil sa kapit niya sa braso ko, sobrang higpit, sobrang diin.

"Just because I wasn't able to answer you 3 fcking phone calls you broke up with me? What a fcking selfish!!!" He growled, fire in his eyes.

I tried to compose myself and give the best and coolest mask I could pull off. Kahit alam kong konting-konti nalang iiyak na naman ako.

 

 

 

"Yes Roland, I am selfish. I am one self-centered btch to let you think that it was your fault when it was even mine."