Love At First Sight
Meet Lylee, fresh faced and a talented head turner, numbing her way out of the after effects of a toxic relationship, she rebounds and remixes her way in and out of chaos, friendships, fallouts and the inevitable binds of lust an...
I thought about what I wanted, in all aspects of my life. I wanted to sing, and model - I wanted love but wanted to let go and just live my life. Carefree, or careless - either way I knew I wanted to see what Kyle was about even if it was for a while . " so you want to come shopping with me and the girls? Daddy is gong to have the baby" my mum was always telling me how proud of me she was and that she wanted me to be happy regardless who I was with. " no... I'm just gonna sleep today" " you've been out a lot lately- enjoying being single!" she laughed at me, clearly hung over and remembering that now. I took a shower, and read a message from Jax.
He was angry at me, felt like I always knew he liked me and I used him. Used it against him, so I could get what I want and meet new people. It wasn't true, but I didn't want to argue. I was scared, he acted like nothing happened. Four ignored messages later he called me " Lylee - why ain't you texting me back" " I don't know what you want me to say," " something... you been ghosting me" " I- don't know what you want me to say" " you afraid," " a little, never thought you would hurt me like this" " you wanted it-" " you know I don't like you like that Jax" " you knew I was in love with you, you was trying to make my dick hard!"
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" I was dancing -" I felt sick and wanted to hang up as he went on. " Dave East followed you?" " yes!? So what... I thought you wanted me to blow... to meet people who can help me make music" " you think that's what he wants" " isn't that what you wanted! What you got?" " just be honest you like those guys... the money, attention-" i was taken aback by his shady comment, he was angry at me and I was getting irritated too " what? I've only ever had one guy and yeah he was known and doing okay but look at him now-"
" exactly... that's what your used to -" " no - that's what I chose... I can't believe I even" " you regret what we did too? You ashamed now your blowing up" " you are not the same either Jax- trust me" " I've always been here for you" " I don't need you this close to me!" " what?" " you're obsessed with me and I hate it" " so answer my question do you regret it?" " I do regret it... I wish you did too.." that wasn't what he wanted to hear and he before attempting to call back to rant about not being taken for granted. I answered the second time and listened, and responded as calmly as I could, explaining I was willing to keep it quiet if he left me alone.
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