This Time Next Year

coping

Gabbie POV

                It's like...almost eleven...she's still going...i have to work tomorrow...

G: u-uh...babe-

                I hear a VERY LOUD thud and the door vibrates...she punched it-

A: go. the FUCK. away.

G: ...g-goodnight...i l-

A: bullshit

                  My heart feels like it just broke...i just head upstairs and head to bed...i don't wanna leave her alone...but i know i fucked up-

G: *tears up* G-God damn it gabbie

~~~time skip~~~

G: *groan* my head...i really need to stop drinking completely...i mean *laughs* we both know it never ends well for me huh babe ...babe?             

                     I look at where adie would be sleeping and remember last night  

G: ...fuck

                    I change, head down, take an advil...and check the gym door...still locked...but i hear vomiting 

G: a-adie please let me in

A: ...

G: come on

A: ...go away gabrielle 

G: *sigh* ...*whispers* p-please don't hurt yourself when i'm gone...p-please

Adie POV

                  I hear her finally leave the damn house...

A: *gag*

                    I vomit into the toilet again...blood? it that...oh...my knuckles...i really did a number on em...they almost hurt...i slowly stand and almost fall...i do it again and walk into the gym...blood on the spots i punched...my skin is split and everything...i open the door, walk out to the living room and strom past the cats

Cats: meow

A: shut up

                   I go get my phone, get my bra off, change my shirt and then head to the kitchen...where the hell are the bandages

T: meow 

A: NOT NOW TWITCH....F-FRED...WHATEVER THE FUCK YOUR NAME IS

                  The cats look at me differently and back away slowly

A: oh whatever fuck you 

                  My knuckles should scab over anyways...she's not dead this is all bullshit i bet. I grab my phone and get to her number

A: pick the fuck up come on sis pick up

*mailbox*

A: DAMN IT

                    After God knows how many times someone picks up and i feel better for a spilt second

A: h-hello?

S: hello...i am sargent william...your sister worked under my command

A: i-is she there? she's okay right-

S: sorry ma'am...she's been dead for a week

                          I swear i feel my heart drop to my stomach

S: she was a good woman...amazing pilot...she spoke about you a lot...i'm sorry for your los-

A: *hangs up* BULLSHIT IT'S...i-it's b-bullshit

                            she's gone. gabbie kept that from you. she just wanted to use you. she doesn't lov-

A: SHUT THE HELL UP *bangs head* STUPID BRAIN SHUT THE FUCK UP

~~~small time skip~~~

Gabbie POV

                        I haven't been able to work properly...it's break time now and i don't know what to do...i called adie at least twenty times and no answer

?: you alright there?

G: hm? oh hey bill...y-yeah i'm...i'm fine

                       One of my associates pulls up a chair. He's a nice dude one of the workers round here i can tolerate 

B: yanno...i've been married to my wife for thirty-one year...and have two daughters an rambunctious ten-year-old and a twenty-one year old down in flordia...what i'm saying is i can tell when a woman's upset...we're therapists here...wanna talk it out

G: *sips coffee*...i...*sigh* i...i made my partner beyond angry last night

B: ah adie how is she

G: not good...i...*starts crying* fuck

                   I put my head to my hands on the table

G: ...i kept something very important from her all day and then...i...i got drunk and forgot bout it...so then she learned it while i w-was gonna...w-while we was...were...

B: ah...so ya fucked up

G: gee thanks

B: well whatever this thing was...must've been life-changing to her...while i can't say i've dealt with a partner quite as...an interesting case...as yours...i can tell you...let her cool down...if someone like her is mad enough at you...you might wanna stay clear from her...and when and ONLY when the time is right...she might forgive you...you are partners after all she'll come around...try doing the lil things even if she don't notice. Make er some coffee, wash her clothes maybe get her some flowers...and just hope to God she notices at some point

G: ...thanks bill...i...i might try that

B: no problem