This Time Next Year

not ready

Adie POV

                   What...What does she mean i haven't thought bout it?...of course i still want kids i just know we should wait a lil more...I look at her and she gives me that "we'll talk about it later"...

A: *sigh* w-well um...why don't you two show me your playroom huh?

Gen: OKAY

A: how bout a ride Charlotte? 

C: yay

                     She gets on my back and i crawl after Genna on all fours                    

Gabbie POV

                       Fuck i shouldn't have said that so loud...adie gave me that "we'll talk about it later" look right after i gave her it. Monica looks at me

M: i know that look...you still haven't agreed

G: *sigh* look i just don't think we're ready

M: well have you told her that?

G: yeah i've told her she's not ready...you know adie-

M: no not if SHE'S ready...if you're BOTH ready...what? you think my man didn't help out? or do i need to go over basic ed

G: huh?

M: well gabs, when a mommy and a daddy love each other very muc-

G: oh God, ew, i get it

M: *chuckle* what i'm saying is you BOTH have to be ready...parenting but also...you, don't sound too ready yourself gabs

G: please, i have no idea what you're talking about

M: let's be honest gabbie, you're house is a mess that quite frankly i KNOW adie's been cleaning up more than you have, i've noticed while you clearly love kids adie tends to be able to get down to their level much easier even on a literal standpoint and...adie wants kids...and you don't

G: *sigh* shit is it that obvious? 

                                Okay SURE i tend to focus on getting the house together less than adie and SURE adie's better with kids...this doesn't mean i'm not ready

G: i just think adie's not ready...so sure i don't WANT kids yet...i'm willing to foster

M: oh gabbie... there's a huge difference between caring for a child...and having one or raising one...watching them grow...it's a feeling only parents know and mothers...are the only ones who know when they want it. She's not gonna just forget that feeling

G: yeah well...i'm...

M: ...you're scared...aren't you

                               I can't raise a kid, i could hardly raise my siblings...and i don't wanna...

G: i just don't wanna end up...yanno

M: well did i?

G: n-no of course not, look at you...you're doing great, you have three adorable kids, a husband, this house...and i'm...me

M: just tell her...YOU'RE not ready...making it sound like you agreed on something or like SHE'S not ready is kinda a jerk move

G: yeah i know... i just...i don't know...

M: i know i'm you're older sister..but i can't help you much more here then some advice...talk to her...you're getting married soon...it's kind of important you come to some sort of conclusion...okay?

G: yeah...okay...thanks 

M: of course...anyways thanks for agreeing to take the kids for a while so Jarrod and i can have some alone time

G: now...when you say alone time

M: oh, ew gabbie

G: i'm kidding, i'm kidding

M: we're just a lil tired...you know, being parents has it's...ups and downs...i mean i deal with children a lot and of course i love them but we haven't been out just the two of us since...it's been a while

G: you and your man deserve...besides i know adie'll love spending a lil more time with the girl-

*cries*

M: speaking of girls...looks like someone woke up  

                          We stand up and head over to gwens room. We see her standing in the playpen 

G: awww hey baby gwendolineeeee, do you remember me? auntie gabbie? 

M: alright gwen come to mommy

                         Monica lifts up the baby

Gwen: maaaa

G: awww...can you say gabbie?

Gwen: g-...g-...g-

G: *gasp*

Gwen: g-...g-...goo 

m: pft-

G: very funny, much laughter, *fake laugh* -_-