This Time Next Year

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~~~small time skip~~~

Adie POV

                  We get right to "work" once we get home...it's very fun. We just mess around, recorded once in a while, laugh...i edit her videos while she does stuff...it's chill...and still...my anxiety is still nipping at me i can feel it. As i'm recording the last one of the day for her...i hear something...then see someone thru the corner of my eye-

Gabbie POV

A: *gasp*

G: baby?

                 ...what's she looking at the door for?...is she okay?

G: adie?

A: h-huh?

G: are you okay?

A: y-yeah i'm...*clears throat*

                      She looks down for a second confused, pushing her hair back...before looking back at me and forcing a smile

A: i'm fine

G: ...how bout a break

A: i can do this gabs it ain't even like a minute long-

G: i said...how bout a break?

A: i can d-do it really it's not t-that hard i-

G: babe...you're avoiding the question-

A: I CAN...*clears throat* i c-can do it...

G: hun i know you can do it, i'm not asking that...i'm asking if you need a break

A: *gulp*...i uh-

                          She looks to the left before shaking her head and looking back at me...wait a minute...her psychosis- 

G: adie...have you been...taking your pills lately?

                              I notice her shoulders drop...she starts playing with her hair a lil...and avoiding eye contact

A: w-well yeah of course i h-have i need them, it'd be stupid not to have em right? i mean it's a basic necessity at this point-

G: you're a bad liar

A: ...*sigh* i-i'm sorry p-princess...fuck i knew today was going to well i just...i...hu...

                           She's having trouble forming words...i need to reassure her. She's done this before. I take the phone, put it in my pocket, and hug her. I can tell she's looking thru me

G: today is going well...i promise

A: no i...s-sorry-

G: hey, focus on me, okay?

                       I watch as her eyes actually settle and her pupils widen... i smile

G: hey...there you are...there's my lil pup...listen today is going well, i promise...this isn't anything bad, you're not being an inconvenience, we're okay, okay? you're not doing anything wrong

A: *deep breath* ... t-thanks gabs

G: now answer the question please

A: ...well...n-no i've avoided em a lil lately i just HATE taking them i'm sorry

G: hun i know believe me i wish you didn't need to take them...but i hate seeing you like...this

A: i just...could've SWORN someone was standing at the door and knocking i s-saw...and heard it...i'll take you up on the offer...i'll take a lil break

G: i can handle recording this one okay?...go ahead and relax on the bed

A: ...

G: since it's already almost eight...you can't take it...if you want i'll...let you not take it for the rest of the week okay?...i just...i don't know i guess i just worry for you

A: ...thanks gabs

                        The second she hits the bed she starts to dowse off while i record a few more tiktoks. As i'm making one last one she just dead ass starts stripping...in frame...i stop dancing but keep it recording...she's too tired to notice i'm basically filming her changing into her onesie...i'll tease her with it later but i am sending this STRAIGHT TO MY gallery i am NOT having my shit hacked with THIS in here...she zips her onesie

G: i'ma go get a snack...you hungy?

A: nu i'm otay tanks though

G: ight

                      I go down and realize something while grabbing something to work with...i used to love the internet...I quickly set up my phone to record my lil ramble

G: ...but i actually love social media

                       Ew why is my posture like that? lemme just...there we go

G: ...and for a MINUTE i forgot why, but now i remember why. It's because i can practice talking ...*sigh*