This Time Next Year

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Adie POV            

G: mind if i hop in?

                     I mean i kinda do...but...

A: nope, not at all

G: tight

                   She undresses and hops in behind me...don't get me wrong I love gabbie, of course...i just don't feel too hot bout my body right now and didn't really...want her seeing me

G: feels so good to have a hot shower after a long day...specifically when i can share it with you 

A: *rolls eyes* that's so damn cheesy

G: well it's the truth...oops...i dropped the soap

A: *sigh* gabs i'm not in the mood-

G: no i'm being serious aha

A: oh here

                I hand it back to her and finish my hair

G: *yawn* damn i should seriously get to bed

A: i'ma stay up, i have a video to edit anyways

G: you're not tired?

A: nope. cause i'm not ~old~

G: oh my God you're so annoying aha, you'll be thirty-two too one day yanno

A: one day, but not any time soon

G: oh yea...well...fuck you

A: aw damn sorry babe, i'm not in the mood tonight

G: i hate you -_-

                            Oh come on, that was a good joke. I start washing my chest when gabbie hugs me from behind

G: lemme handle that for you

                           The last thing i want her doing right now is touching me...

Gabbie POV

                            I rub the soap on her shoulders and chest while i kiss her neck...i look at the shower sliding door...i see our reflection...she doesn't...look happy. I back away

G: hun?

A: hm?

G: you okay?

A: ...*sigh* c-could um... could we not do this...i just...i'm not feeling to great

G: oh shit, of course, baby i'm sorry

A: you don't need to say sorry...i just...i'm just feeling a seasonal depression i guess...maybe?...i don't know

G: *yawn* sorry, do you want to talk bout it?

A: no i just...i'ma go edit okay?

G: okay 

                         She gets out, dries off, and leaves...i noticed she didn't look at herself at all while drying...only once in the mirror...it's like this every year around this time of year...i can't blame her i used to deal with it. I just can't seem to wrap my head around it...the human brain is a complex thing but i still have trouble understanding adie sometimes. I finish my shower and get into an oversized shirt and shorts. I walk out and see Adie editing her vlog in sweatpants, which i KNOW adie hates wearing...she also hates air-drying her hair cause it "makes me like a wet dog"...her words not mine

G: sweats huh?

A: yeah

G: ...letting your hair air dry?

A: yeah

G: you coming to bed?

A: ...when i upload

G: yanno you don't have to today, we are on vacation

A: i promised the fans i'd upload it today...i have the vlog and gaming video to put out

G: they won't mind

A: i would...i'll be in bed later

G: ight

                I kiss her on the forehead

G: night pup

A: ...night princess...love ya

G: love you too

               I lay down in bed and knock the fuck out

~~~small time skip~~~

               I wake up thirsty. I go to get water from the kitchen and see adie asleep at the keyboard, causing "z" after "z" to type into the search bar...it's like twelve and the videos are up. I drink some water then try to wake her up 

G: what am i gonna do with you?

A: *mumbles* go charizard 

G: alright come on hun

A: hm?

G: let's get you to bed

                   She opens her eyes a lil and slowly gets up. I lead her to the bed and she gets under the sheets. I see her take off her sweatpants in her sleep and drop em on the floor next to the bed. I pick em up and throw em on a chair before getting back in bed. She sleepily hugs me and goes out like a light