This Time Next Year

ice breaker

Adie POV

D: i have some questions for you

A: o-oh okay

                        We slowly walk down the hall while talking. I take a sip of wine every once in a while to make it look like I'm not panicking 

D: see i never really got to know you personally and i'd like to change that

A: so a ice breaker sir?

D: yes

A: oh i c-can do that

D: *chuckle* I'm sure you can

                       He asks me some basic questions and i give some basic responses. The eh gets to some new ones...

D: so what school did you graduate from?

A: ... s-school? like... college?

D: if you did that

A: no um i didn't and i uh... well i didn't finish high school sir

D: oh, right i forgot, I'm sorry

A: it's cool

D: so, past jobs?

A: *gulp* i um...

                            I really don't want to talk bout this-

A: n-not jobs per say, i uh... youtube has always kinda been my job

D: would you like me to switch the topic

A: yes, please

D: hm... when did you realize... you liked my daughter

A: that's... one hell of a question... i may have been when we first met but i don't know... i think it was gradual. Sure she was hot and nice but i didn't want to get attached *rolls eyes* obviously, i did... maybe it was when i noticed she didn't seem like other people to me... i felt safe around her in a way i never have in like my whole life and i wanted her to be safe... i guess that's kinda dumb you probably wanted a specific moment 

D: no, i understand... what made you realize you were lesbian

A: when i realized being with men was never my choice... when gabbie and i started dating i realized... that was real love and... i just never felt the way i did near women around men... n-no offense sir-

D: none taken, I'll admit i don't fully understand it but you are married to my daughter now so there's that... besides i have plenty of other children who could give me grandchildren

                            ... um... excuse me? He starts laughing

D: sorry if that sounded rude

                           I give him a forced smile

A: uh n-nah i get it aha y-yanno um we need uh... sperm so uh yeah i get it

                             What the fuck... i... I'm really uncomfortable

D: hey at least you don't need to worry about condoms 

A: r-right

D: it is kinda a shame... i was excited to see what gabbies' children would look like

Gabbie POV

                       I see Adie returning with dad. She looks uncomfortable as she sits

G: are you okay?

A: ... gabbie um... you never worry about how we can't... make our own uh... k-kid right?

G: what?

A: like how we can't make a kid like... hetreos can

G: hun i don't care bout that, yanno that

A: y-yeah... just making sure... um are you gonna finish that?

                        She points at my plate which i forgot was even there... she's trying to stress eat 

G: are you okay?

A: I'm f-fine

G: wanna talk b-

A: no i don't... I'm just kinda hungry 

                        She doesn't mean that and i know she doesn't but she looks kinda desprate. 

G: we're talking bout this later

                        I know it's probably a bad idea but i slide the plate back to her... if it's what she wants i won't fight it-

G: here, eat up okay? 

A: thanks

G: mhm-

                    We hear someone clinking of something on a wine glass and look up

C: uh... h-hey guys... wow adie made this look SO easy at my wedding aha... well um i just wanted to start the speeches off... so i guess i should start right?