je t'aime | jaywon

: chapter - 8

— 🛒 : chapter 8
Authors notes: timeskipping here!!! but anyways, it's not angsty as much and ch 9 isnt as bad but ch 10 is fucking horrible so get ur tissues ready bc i apparently made my author friend cry when she read a small snippet of it 😭😭
📌 — wordcount : 1431 words.

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Jungwon silently laid on his bed as he
Contemplated mostly the whole week that
Happened, 3 days in he was having a nice
Week, then suddenly, boom! Jay comes around,
Not to mention him and Heeseung still not
Resolving any bad blood between them, Jungwon
Just desperately hoped this was just a bad nightmare.

Jungwon groaned, his frustrations getting
The best of him as he didn't know what to do anymore.
He sighed looking at his side-table that was next to his
Bed, seeing a picture frame of him and Heeseung last year,
Their first monthsary.

Jungwon sighed, looking at the photo as he remembered
Heeseung once more, it was difficult to talk to the older,
Not just because they were arguing, but in general, it felt
More distant as soon as Jay arrived, but what Jungwon
Hated the most that it was still distant even before he arrived.

The only thing Jay did was pretty much make it worse.

It was really tough for Jungwon and especially him,
It was difficult whether to tell if he was just going on the
Brink of insanity or something else.

Knock. Knock.

Jungwon looked up from his bed, noticing the door
Was unlocked, "Come in." Jungwon muttered out, expecting
It to be some house-cleaner or someone else.

Heeseung.

Heeseung opened the door silently as Jungwon
Just stared at him silently and coughed, "Do you need
Anything?" Jungwon asked quietly.

"No.." Heeseung muttered out as he sat down by
Jungwon as he sighed, "Do you want anything..?"
Jungwon asked again as Heeseung gave no reply,
The younger rubbing his sore eyes as he sighed himself.

Heeseung laid on Jungwon's chest as the two rested
There saying not a word to each other, just in each other's bliss was what Mattered to them the most at this moment.

"What are we? Jungwon?" Heeseung asked

Quietly, "We're.. We're us." Jungwon replied,
"What do you mean by 'us' only?" He asked

Once more.

"Just us two, in love, with faults but faith
In each other." Jungwon simply replies.
"Do you still love me?" Heeseung asks, "Of
Course I do, I wouldn't have made you stay
If it wasn't the case." Jungwon mutters out,

"I'm sorry for disappointing you."
Heeseung apologizes suddenly.

"It's just been a rough week Hee, for both of
Us especially, I just wished we talked it out more."
Jungwon muttered out.

"I Know I know.." Heeseung sighed as he
Sat up, looking at Jungwon as he cupped his cheeks
Silently, looking at the younger, realizing how much
Of strangers they've become together, and the only
Time they realized it was when Jay suddenly appeared
Into the narrative.

It never felt so awkward than these couple of seconds,
And it hurt both of them.
Heeseung smiled gently, trying to crack a smile to
Help Jungwon's cracking heart, putting up his forehead
Against Jungwon's, "We'll make this work, I promise."

Heeseung whispers, making Jungwon hold his
Wrists as he makes Heeseung let go of his temples.

"You promise?"